Once again green memories

.just found this skin!it was really cool one..i was sittin yesterday night 1 am..thinkin about our college life..and listenin to handel was like a breeze blowing past

Rain drop falls in love with…

The journey of the rain drop…


“It was time for us to get down….
there was lots of us….
our friend cloud was carrying us all,
sky was smiling but was dark,
the creature called the bird was flying around
..dancing I must say..
…hey don’t be nervous..we would join again…meet u in the ocean..said one…
Oh!what is this ocean…what are these things below in green…
..how is that gonna be down there…
hey its gonna be hostile..
I was shivering with fear…
thinking what to except below…


Destiny reached!


Then my friend cloud shouts…I am gonna drop you..
..within seconds I felt like I was flying..weightless…
there was thousands of them like me…falling down..
A big of army of us..shouting ahh!oh!...some laughing…
..some crying..awesome experience..
Fear struck me..when I saw one of them fell one something called rock…
..he splashed off,oh god!
Thousands of them..fell on the ground joined hands and started running..
they were screaming..form a stream..form a stream…
I was reaching the place could see the end bottom…
It was frightening..frightening..
It looked red from above..i was gonna fall on it..oh no..what was it was..was it..
.. a lion’s mouth..opening up to caugh me..oh!
closed my eyes..held myself close round as a ball.
splat! I feel..oh it was soft..tender..


Falls in love..


Everything chilled..time stood still..i was sliding down..
..the curves were beautiful..felt like I was in gods hands..
holding me with all love in the world..
..hours passed I stood still staring at this beauty…
..we never uttered a word..
..felt something very true between us..
..it was just a great feeling..
..after a longtime I gathered strength..
to tell “don’t ever let me down”…
she said softly “Never..till I am alive”…
The night was approaching..
she started to bring her arms close together..
..she asked me who are you..i said “ I was a raindrop”…
I asked her the same question…she said..
“………….Rose”

written by veerabahu(22-5-2006)

"MY COLLEGE ANNA UNIVERSITY" I saw this beautiful yellow tree..and went past..just for a second lets take a pics..thats ok..another time i thought..oh!..then realised only few more weeks i am gonna see this place..then i am gonna miss this place..took the pic.. write a poem with ink pen..which i love writin with!..

MY FRIEND JULICK Julick and i are friends from the age of 6 or seven..we sat together when we were small kids..our friendship is somethin like 20 years old one..he will look like monoster of a guy!.hhahaha...but he is such a kid!..real small kid!....very dependable friend..we are very absolutely close friends,we have been through very tough times in our lifes and we stood each other in those times..though each person had a different problem to face ..completely i mean..yeah i guess we are through it,kinda .But lot to be done in career wise i think, we are workin towards that.Generally when somebodys wants to do somethin what they love to do or love a person..the true love is really tested that makes that relationship stronger.In our case, our career we both wanna do what we love to do!me- science,he-businees and advocate.Yeah,i hold a masters in engineering and julick holds a master in law..that makes that equal!! :)...we used to say we are studyin in second standard together..now its like we are quite qualified but gettin good career will take time i think.Yeah about ,julick he is one hell of sensitive guy!..small kid..very emotional kinda attached guy i must say.There is so much of moments that we share..his birthdays party when he was small kid was like a festival..haha...he was quite rich..i am just from middle class family..he used give cool drinks..movies..cakes..what not..we could dream those things..but we get that in his birthdays..hahah...though we are kinda of very different we hold some special in common..a true friendship...how are we friends!!!we sometimes ask each!!!hahh...he is metal freak-music wise..i am more classical stuff...i am real science oriented..he stays away from it..we play completely different instruments..he a guitar..i play violin...i must say he is true christian i like that very much...i am more a nature worshipper..i am absolutely against idol worship....but we respect each other and the binding force is "our friendship"..our journey continues..we were in connection for him to see..gmat book on this day...mom gave muruku today..

PLAYING CRICKET -Today evenin was jam packed ...i played cricket .i just love playin..got out there..and give your best to your team!..its just awesome ...though we dont play the way we used to play..its quite nice to play ..pics show our team fieldin..kumarish standing in the point position..we lost the match :(..i was not out till the end..stood till the last ..but it was last wicket and we had to make 29 in 24 balls...we played well..fought the way we used :)..that brings my smiles..fought hard..till the end..but we had to take risk...and ended in a run out! ..it was 6 balls 8 runs..we lost it!..its was painin to go that far and lose it...but take it whatever comes...then went to aunts house..told durga all the best for exams and meet my school pal..julick..my dear friend..i will write on this ..somethin..i am workin on my project...eeg amplifiers&labview...

"DONT EXCEPT ANYTHIN FROM WHAT YOU DO" sounds weird arent it...thats the way life has to lived about.Its very hard on the initial phase and as time goes on we get used to that.In whatever perceptive that one might see it may that be the work that you do or the attitude towards others,we have to just give whatever we have excepting nothin from them in return.I am learning not to except success from my work that is i shldnt work for a gettin a job or gonna get money out of it.But just to do that because i love doing that.As a matter of fact,success,name and fame are just the by-product of this passionate work.What it matter for the individual is he is giving his best for what he loves doing that it,what ever comes out of that dont really matters,what he learns from that becomes more important that what comes out it!.That really explains how scientist&artist really takes money,fame and name take these in positive way and act responsible towards people and society,true some are exception ofcourse.Whereas their actors and actoress&others people who acquired name,money ,power,fame for the heck of attainin this and lived their lifes for it..thinking these are ultimate..thats why they are third rated people..poor thinking people(there are exception here too)...what they dont understand is name,fame,power and money are just by-product when we search for a thing greater,which lies within..and we should never go in search of these four words..they will come to us,if we do our work with love and passion just do without exceptation.

contd.................................win or lose in life thats secondary...but to live life is the most important thing that one has to do.Live each second,every minute counts,with those beliefs which matters most to you,with those beautiful thoughts for some it might be selfrealisation for some it might a thought from nature,livin a life in a way in what he believes in and to do with what he loves doin..mind u it shld be positive..with heights of thoughts that what i am talkin about..passion for what he is doin,that ultimately rates him and how he lived his life..sometimes word success is defined by idiots..like money or property..that is nonsense...success is a word that is defined to one self and in what he wants to be and what he has acheived in wantin to be..not in a view of others i mean... yeah so bein different sometime pains me for the mere reason there are things that i am attached to the society ..like money and their stupid thoughts..i am helpless at times..i cant even explain to them..what is true things..for they are blocked mentally..i am forced to get those things that society wants me to get..BUT I HAVE LEARNED TO BE WITH THEM YET COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM THEM AND THEIR VALUES..FOR WE LIVE FOR A GREATER REASON THAT GOD HAS SENT US TO DO! VERY GREAT THINGS THAT CAN CHANGE MANKIND FUTURE IN POSITIVE SENSE AND PROBABLY THE UNIVERSE,ITS ALL LIES IN ONES HAND ..TO SEE GOD IN ONESELF AND MANIFEST INFINITE...i will make it to the top...with thee bein within...respects to the fire!

"BEING DIFFERENT" -i sometimes feel that why the hell am i so different..everybody wants to similar to themselves ..only then people gets chances to come up in life..or else ..its very hard ..but i tell you...people who are different either they reach the star ..or..with sand..either case they are so happy for what they are..win or lose in

Against All odds- I am in a position where the entire societys belief..people..the state i am in ..are all against me!..its just very tough and hard to digest..i feel a mt.everest on my shoulders...if i get through phd stuff..i would be better for me..yeah i donno what will happen after that..again the same position..i learned so much..worked hard in my B.E ..then again the same position..fought hard again finishin my M.E..again same position...again fightin against all odds...but the load on my shoulders is beginnin to bring strength...and not only lift this..but run with it..happens only if the fire is within..flame reaches the height it should...

Writing my thesis - saw cinema paradiso yesterday..what a movie..beautiful it was great..prasanna gave that to me and it was wonderful...very pleasant feeling after watchin that movie..that solo violinist was very good too..real good movie...i am preparin for my gre too..in the side..i am finishin my project after a year of work...and though the last three months i didnt do anythin..it was satisfyin experience..sometimes lost on what to do..with my future..but i was very sad that i lost the chance to work in wipro..i thought that i could get thru..becos of cii..but that didnt happen..anyway everythin is for good and let hope that things turn out well...the fire within..has to see me thru..hope it does..