Giving hope!

" First week of this year has been one of the most satisfying ..we could make a spinal cord injured walk...he called me and said.."Sir,thank you i have been able to walk after three years! "... ..for a second..tears filled my eyes..held it back... for all the years of uncertainty ...we could..still a long way to go..but lets sit in this hill and relax for minutes..take a look around :)... ..for sure we can say...if one wants to give hope...one must find infinite hope within..guess it implies to all emotions ..

Emotional moments...

"..decided to go for a run..at 4k reached coffee day in the park road..saw a dog run over by a vehicle..just a small part of the head injured..most of the part these are common sight..felt i can do something about it..but ..just ran past.. ..again on the second loop ..had to do something..dead being left on the road without respect..this time there a another dog standing near his friend..started to push the fellow to the corner.. ..immediately his friend tried to bite his friends leg and helped me in carrying to the other side...thats what he also wanted to do i guess... ..i was very sad for him/her on this friends death...wish i could console him...couldnt do nothing.. ..ran away.... ..third loop..dead dog was lying with crow around..."

betrayals..

Last week faced one big betrayal..it struck a me twice within a span of two months..another was even i send my work to a scientist for review..he stole it and published in this R&D groups forecast for the next 12 years..

..these are hard lessons for me..i remember one of big let down in my college life ..dont wanna name her..she was physically teased by a big group..i stood up for her..sathya came ..we both stood up..they were nearly 10 of them in the room..within few minutes..it became telugu vs tamil..30 telugu guys..jammed the entrance..the heated conversation..voiced raised..luckily violence didnt break..my friend cried..i tried to console her..and she went..it was friday..monday i enter room..she was laughing and talking with those guys ! damn... i never spoke to those guys just becos of her!..fought with my friends for two years...she was good friend as well..apparently these guys meet her in the weekend..all i wanted from her was just"veera issue is solved they are my friends" she didnt even bother to talk to me the whole week never again on this...this left me so painful....and college life came to close...she wasnt my girl or something but a friend..i risked most for her my friends even my safety..this is what she had for me...so are the other incidents were i fought against my principal and management for my classmates..they cared the damn when i needed a small help..i must say that i have changed..sometimes keep my eyes closed...from that day..all i knew and fought  for was my train gang..

i hope god is with me..as though god changes good track for me through these incidents..i run harder experiencing these things though its hard for a lil fellow ..

Veerabahu

Towardsbetterworld close to my heart....

 "To hold lil children in your arms is such a healing experience..especially special children who are in pain..remember my times in bangalore..where lil ones came running for a hug :)..after years i see them grow...they just soften you in ur heart,body and soul...

Love flows across..as you hold them..i remember lil kavya ,mentally challenged child..kissed me and said dont go !...that was so emotional...murali,soni,sowmya lil ones from sathya shanthi seva bangalore i will never forget for their love and affection..sowmiya from balagurukalam was special..

Being a part of a team which saved joel will remain one of my good works..take a look at joel
http://towardsbetterworld.blogspot.com/2007/06/joel-survives-finds-new-life.html

even if i stop breathing right now..my soul will depart seeing the smiles we have brought in people lifes over these six years...in fact every night i see these happy faces..makes me smile when i go to sleep..

god grace TBW and cybernoid will bring hope,faith and smiles in people lifes in years to come..god bless..

Touched ...

I feel touched with many families caring for me so much..as my families members are in LA these families care for so much..i am simply touched and moved..

I live alone for this short duration which is not a big deal for me considering my work keeping me occupied all along..these families are so sweet most days they call me..show so much care..and always invite me for food...

"its your home..stay here itself"..."i am like your mom.."...."you my elder son.." these words are fill me with emotion..these are neighbor,friends family...

felt so warm...justified about my decision to leave canada for good..and live with people whom i love..god bless them all....