Bondage...

" ...my bondage for family..just grips my heart...i was walking back home yesterday...in the cold snowy melted path...just a thought of my mom and dad leaving back home...weakened me...suddenly my boots has so heavy..visions of my home and family is flashing...as i hang on...
..one is for sure...if there is point where i have to leave my goals for my family..i will sure...deep inside my heart..it will hurt of not being to do what i wanted to do..to reach a great position to reach my goals..
..but i guess i will find a alternative route !...but my family is all it counts...anything for them "...

..missing home..missing my mom coffee...the wonderful sunset..the beach..dads morning prayers..fight with my sister...affectionate people..missing them all...

veerabahu

Chuck!!! - Wonder baby

Chuck is a 2 weeks baby...between moms legs...in lion safari...

crossroads

..its lil chill today..+12 c..good to see +..hahah...

-> Cloud no 9..bryan adams background...gonna make some coffee abt this...

..yeah we were talking about crossroads...my goals have been very demanding....it has just hit me in the softest part..i am away from my family which i hate too...if i walk towards my goals...the time lost away from my family is huge...see its interlinked..if i come do well my family is in better position..and but i lose the time with them...which is damn precious for me...lets see how this puzzle resolves...i havent spent much time on my personal side ...its been my towardsbetterworld group and tech side...

lets see ..how it ..goes...!..time to make coffee..see ya..

Cooking adventures !!! :) - Brinjal sambar

Man you are wonderful! yep i need to say that to myself..hahaha..

After years of hardwork...and tireless working..i achieved "The sambar "..i am offically announced that i am cook!!!..hahah..

As always with my cooking adventures...my first villain is my pressure cooker...it looked like this time also he will open his emergency valve...thank god it didnt happen..i poured lot of water..i made a calculation error in fluid dynamics to understand dal..

Equation= one dal of anything = 2* of water of same anything..so it works..

Patent : All u guys who do reverse engineering...i have a patent on bringal sambar..u cant do anything now!...hahah..

story continues as i do..fried rice!!!..hhahah...oooohh...heeheh...

love,
veerabahu

Mahler symphony 3 -Toronto symphony orchestra at Roy thomson hall

"Wonderful...what a composition!!!...the first movement was really breath taking....all the little knowledge i had on antimatter and matter creation on physics came into picture..the first movement is about the creation...really wonderful...i guess i cld see kitaro style of composition...yeah..yeah,,mahler comes first in time :)...

..the hall was awe feeling :) ...once the symphony start i was sounding beautiful....later movements saw choir into picture nearly 60 girls..and total more than 100..playing symphony before me...sounded just great....

..movements about love was something that made in feel in was paradise...just closed my eyes to feel it...

..cheers..

Joe satriani!!!-18-10-2008

I went to joe satriani concert!!-at massey hall . I have never been to live performance to heavy metal thing . It was extremely intense .

It was more of a thunderstorm striking you repeatedly for 2 hrs...very good experience...

I was happy for more than 2 yrs i have been listening to his work-especially "made of tears "..so good to see him live..

cheers,
veerabahu

A walk in the park - A nomadic one :)..engulfed by beauty..

i love a nomadic one...dont know where we are ..where are going..but keep walking...

i wanted to spend a evening in this park...forgot place..after up down..down up..journey in bus..i found the park!

Oh my god...beauty was breath taking..a stream in the park ! what...we could never imagine sucha a beauty ..weather was something around 5 to 10 degrees...

at that time..it looked i was all alone in the park..whole beauty was for me!...

it was sucha wonderful experience...so peaceful..it was fall ending..i have never seen anything like that..

i just saw a couple...they had selected sucha a wonderful place to spend time...its always good to see ppl falling in love...its a just a glance...

but all my concentration was on the trees...i could touch them...hug them...feel those wonderful leaves...but felt trees were feeling pain...as they shed their leaves...may be they got used to the pain..it should be hard for them,the winter i mean..as we find it hard...

...beautiful evening to remember...

cheers,
veerabahu

Missed deepavali for the first time in my life

Oh god!... a damn feeling of missing home on a deepavali..

..sound of crackers...getting up early in the morning..quick quick take oil bath...lil coffee..all excited run to burst crackers!..the atmosphere oh wow..the build up to the deepavali is so wonderful...amma,appa,kalai...all our family members..it sucha a great feeling...

on this day...in canada..just woke up..shifted my place from hotel to new home..the run back to office for a meeting...finish the stuff and back home late..not even a visit to temple...

all the years of deepavali was flashing in my memory..i remember the one of the deepavali..where i was training with my taekwondo team in the beach..i was 11 yrs old..

.on the sparring...a fight in martial art...i had to fight two guys in a beautiful location..waves hitting ur knee...sun slowly rising...

i remember the moment..its mandatory we have to keep both of them in around 135 degrees vision..i just lost track of one guy...i tried a round house kick on one...and next second..i received a straight scissor kick on my upper lip from another guy...it tore and i was bleeding heavy..ironically i was first to bring that kick in our dojo..the double edged sword hit me back...which i had used successful to bring down few ppl..
i fought well that day even though i had received a major blow...

..then my father and me..came back home...crackers we burstin everywhere..most of the morning was over..but sacrifice was needed to learn something..i had to sacrifice few hours of my deepavali for my taekwondo...after 10 years..i received a black belt..

now i am 28 ...i have missed a complete deepavali..away from family... :(((((

cheers,
veerabahu