People are my angels!!!

..sure i agree with the lines..

god doesnt come down from the heaven but sends messengers in the form of humans called angels

..whenever i feel a bit down..i really donno somebody whom i dont know comes and peps me up..ppl whom i never spoke to even from other part of the globe..come up and say..

come on..u can do it

..sometimes tears fill my eyes ..seein their lines and wishes over phone..messages..visit my home to tell me all the best..it means so much to somebody who is strugglin to come up..and these angels come up with some amazing words to push me further towards my goals...

...with all my heart thank those angels...god bless you all....everybody whom i have seen or not..whole world...has to blessed...yep,Mr.god dont miss anybody okay???hahahah....i will try to sleep now ..saw MI2...if i can sleep i will or else lets talk..listenin to esposthumus..ulaid...good night..i assure u that i will do my best to make this world a better place...

MY DREAM!!!!!!!!!

I am all smiles writing this!!!...i really dont know ..when i did my third semester engineering something struck..why are we reading??..why shld i get a B.E degree..what is the point in gettin marks..???..is it all of that paper sheet called money??(i respect ppl more than money..ppl are precious..u give a million and say to let go off my friend..i will never do that..)..slowly realised that whatever we do has a reason attached to that..(((spoke with dad...so took break now )))...
....so i thought if i could get a good job i can help people in some ways...that was the motivation for me sometimes..i hate to read for exams..i read to learn..and read what i wanna to learn..others i dont read..
...this maximised over time..till i took a big decision to get into research rather than development side..as any young researcher everybody has to through some very tough situtions... things that appear simple for others, appear hard for me..for example,ppl can afford to go big resturatants ..eat..give ppl a big treat.....i cant really afford anythin of this sort..some times u wish ..u buy a car like them...spent it&give money to everybody..earn lots of money that ppl respect so much..but a young reasearcher like me can never afford luxuries..its simple but beautiful life..i must say my life is filled with life!!!..i am glad to be workin on science...

..yeah,gettin back to decision ..i wanted to do something for people...becos na..i am nt a millionare to spend on charity..but a science student who could create things for my ppl that could change their life and bring happiness back..to step in the sands of time..these are my visions...

..someday ,when i become big na...i will built free hospitals ..orphanages..old age home..give my family and friends lotsa gifts...lotsa love and affection that they could ask for....spread knowledge and love ,creating a huge circle of such people...
.inspire lotsa ppl...

.....these are my dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............................

Somehow this dog managed to climb up our compound..was sittin royally..

Another view of the great clouds..i still how they carry those tons of water..well done cloud..keep it up..good job..

Yesteraday was beautiful...raining..

The awesome fight..hahaha..

Deadly duel! Big sister and Little sister wearin my uniform..real comedy of fight..hahaha..

Three of us...sis,amma,veera..

MY friend..he has been with me for a long time..i love this kid..when i feel a bit down..he always peps me up..good kid..

Baski came home..we had a real good time ..talkin..dinesh called up..its was such a long time since we have spoken..long conversation..and good time..

I like this pics..took this in a mulitsnap mode..the expression is good..i like it..

Bala and veera..

Me and my sister..

Veera...on july20..its was great day..rainin..

Very interesting one!!..all of us tryin to jump ..so that one is taller than the other...

Durga,bala,dana,kalai sis,vidya amma,sundar appa..and veera ..

Cuttin cake

Pooja on her birthday

Birthday cake

AMMA on her birthday-jul19

Amma birthday-july 19!!!

..I wanted to give amma something on her birthday..and the other day the score were real low...my sadness should not affect my family's happiness.I and amma went to kirba home to see aunty..she got her leg fractured so wanted to see her..

GIFTS:I had some money ..something around 250...and wanted something that she really likes..so when returnin home..we went to Lakishman shruthi and we brought four cassettes..for her..she really like carnatic music and she was very happy...

TO THE TEMPLE,SURPISE AWAITS:We really didnt plan to go shoppin or the temple on the day..but things went on very well!..she wanted to go to a temple..i just stopped my bike and ..she went in& i too wanted to go in..we prayed for sometime..just told the priest that he had to do pooja the next day for mom birthday.. prayed for sometime...i really donno what made him..suddenly called me near the god...and gave me respects..with flowers and ..also gave special parasatham to me and amma..and he special ...touched my forehead to bless...and amma also got similar respects..i really donno what made him to do...we were just commoners..nothin special abt us..after the hardtime i had...this was very soothin for me..i started to regain strength..

SISTER COMES HOME ON 19:In the mornin ,i knew my akka would be comin home..my appa and amma did not know that..suddenly comes home and give amma gifts..suddenly surpises her..she was really stunned when seein my sis..that how the day started..thnen we called dana..and bala&durga..we started to have a very good time..in the evenin we cut cake and had quite a good time..previous day was good..and also the birthday was even better...

JEy and kumarish..after watchin the movie....reachin home..

watchin da vinci code..drivin in the night..

..before this i have to write abt my amma birthday and all events..after the blogspot was blocked by indian servers...

..today we went to da vinci code,movie..with jey,jag,kums and kirba..kirba was down..i had to call him for a movie..hope that he feels okay..i do understand its very hard for him..but...hope things are fine with him..

..i love riding in the night with the streets bein empty..all bikes with a constant speed..holdin the line..feels like those great warriors of the past..with their horses gallopin towards the enemy frontline..its like awesome...and night has lotsa silence with it..which adds real peace to the whole scene..now its 2 in the mornin..its very quite .i really wanted to blog this..good feelin..have to write on my amma b'day and next day with dana,the small potato..good time..will see you..bye..

Scattered...bruised...

...i really dont know how to react...i really donno..i am scattered and completely bruised...defeat after defeat...pain..pain..its just taking my breath ...
...i wanna do my phd no matter what happens...i know my work will directly go to my people i have reason for doin my phd..i will continue..to walk along...
..i got my score so slow...feel like i am fit for nothing....just have my last breath...i will fight it out...
...its just a horrible feelin nothin goes right...really nothing...its just i am not good enough...what the heck u know...cant even pass certain exams when did my ug and pg..cant even clear a single company test...just feelin weird...i am recollecting...i know i am phoenix...i will be back to my feet...fight it out...i got get my phd..and my work should go to people...god lets do it together...

"June 2-Mani marriage" It was mani marriage...after a longtime i met my old friends..guru,rajesh and ganesh ..its quite tough meetin these guys,uday is used to met quite often..it got to tell abt guru who is very good friend of mine but we somehow dont keep in touch..but the bondage is like phoenix always..such a knowledgeable lad with a mix of humbleness in heart..very gentle kinda person..very good person..it cant forget i am involved in music so much nowadays becos guru was one of reason for startin it..he gave me kenny g cassette in the second year..after the first year tour..i will always thank him for that..rajesh is my mylapore bus mate we used to talk and have fun..playin winkin game,srikanth will be the buffalo most of the times..haha...and ganesh is a very quite person..it was very nice to see my friends and wish them all the best for their efforts..will see you..bye..