Saturday, December 23, 2006

Leavin for a yearly trip

..its our tradition from our ug college days that we go on for a yearly trip..this time we are goin for a longer trip..somewhere near coimbatore ...reach the place then decide what shld be done on that..will post pics[hello not workin with new blogger..nor picassa supports OS that why i am not able to post pics].

will see you then..
veerabahu

Friday, December 22, 2006

On controlled aggression!

[for some reason i feel this is new years eve!..nowhere near sleepin..just had dinner it gonna be 12 am..stupid me no rules!..speakers on loud ir'ish music-rough guide to ireland folk-neighbours go to hell!hahah..good night]
[can i get back to serious topic-funpart of me stop here!]

Aggression is on the entity that gives sucha immense strength to acheive..the initial problem is the manifestation of the superior energy,then comes controllin and then channellin the energy.
Controlled aggression is like awesome..gives a never say die attitude!u ponder is there anythin impossible!these qualites have to be brought into the mind..surely nt into heart!.
That person has to be matured mentally..u can see showoff where they end unable to control and channel their energy[oh beautiful violin peice played in the song].

I shld say aggression is always necessary..but a blend of soft'st&tender heart and powerful&enlightment mind will bring victory...victory what?-better human! enravel destiny..reach thy destiny!

[i am thinkin whelther to sleep or listen-music or study]

..i must say when the whole world is sleepin i am active...enjoyin..happy..i am leavin to coimbatore and nearby places tomw from 23 to 26..with my friends for a tour after a longtime!..will talk to you after that!..see you..

veerabahu[no good night yet!]

Couplea days has been kinda useful..

..I must say that i got a great ebook-Numerical recipes for computation in C..another set of books ..these wld help solve certain kinda probs technically...

..I am als glad to tell that things are set right with me and George sir,only Dr.kalam sir's phd student..it was quite a surpise and i was very happy to meet him and sum my events in the six months..we did talk on the technical front too..

As of now i am happy the way my violin is soundin!..i am just a two year old student..i am glad to hear my violin ..just recorded my composition..

Monday, December 18, 2006

Losing my friend....



Arrow
From 15-9-2006 To 12-12-2006

She is one of my best friends i ever had..i found this baby cat when two dogs tried to bite her off.I was drivin past you never know somethin tells u to look at a direction..that how i found her.. she was strugglin..chased the dogs away.Lifted this kid carried her home.From tat day she came became very close my heart and all others ,even my neighbours.
Considering the fact that i was strugglin so much in my life.I could just talk everythin to her..she will listen!..sometimes u forget everythin and start playin with this kid.I went to Bosh interview which i didnt clear ,the day before i found arrow.After three months,I went to Alstom interview 12 th dec to banglore...i started from home...she came out of the house with my parents..in between mom and dad she stood..as though to tell 'all the best'..i still remember her eyes lookin at me..i generally look at my mom when i go out..this time..i was lookin at arrows arrow alone..smiled at her..as kid she will whisper somethin and give a kind look...i never knew that was my last time i saw her..
..i returned home after a day and then slept off..the home was doubtfully dull i didnt realise ..then asked mom what happend..she told me arrow was lost..i said we will search for her..i started..then knew that...she fell into a pool of water or somebody drowned her to death..she was found dead in dustbin..i cldnt even see her body..she is buried in our garden near coconut tree...
I wanna say to u 'arrow' that i will always love you..

veerabahu

Monday, December 04, 2006

All of sudden everything happenin!

..oh!..interview suddenly looks like oasis!..my project proposal is almost thru..i will be very glad if does..and it must be rightly funded too..hope so..i cant sit and wait..i am moving..workin ..on something..and learnin too..

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Long time no c!!!!!

Oh!its been sucha a longtime two months nearly since i have seen you..I was searchin and searchin nothin really did turn up! :)..i lost my phd admit which means i cant join phd in 2007 possibly..and the search for job looks never endin!..so thats my status..will talk to you..later bye..