Remembering those lone walks....

"Enya..only time ..flowing through my ears..thanks to my PSP...it was snow storm..i looked up dark it was....ankle height snow filled...cold..chill..lone that path was..those days memories to remember..emotions undefined..remembering those lone walks.."

On srilanka issue....

Every time i see the fate of tamils in lanka.. Melts me.. Those awful final days of war... Mass destruction of ltte..killing of tamils...
Not going say whos right here...pain of my blood going through such trauma haunts....

I don't know why i feel so much pain.. Never been to lanka...its our tamil which binds us... Had so many sleepless nights feeling sorrow for my brothers...

Sorry for my brave ltte warriors, innocent tamils, lankan soldiers who lost their lifes...

From a very wounded heart

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Rocky - An inspiring story behind the inspiring movie

This is one of the SADDEST stories ever told in Hollywood. His name is Sylvestar Stallone. One of the BIGGEST and Most famous American Movie superstars. Back in the day,Stallone was a
struggling actor in every definition. At some point,he got so broke that he stole his wife's jewellery and sold it. Things got so bad that he even ended up homeless. Yes,he slept at the New York bus station for 3 days. Unable to pay rent or afford food. His lowest point came when he tried to sell his dog at the liquor store to any
stranger. He didnt have money to feed the dog anymore. He sold it at $25 only. He says he walked away crying.

Two weeks later,he saw a boxing match between Mohammed Ali and Chuck Wepner and that match gave him the inspiration to write the script for the famous movie,ROCKY. He wrote the
script for 20 hours! He tried to sell it and got an offer for $125,000 for the script. But he had just ONE REQUEST. He wanted to STAR in
the movie. He wanted to be the MAIN ACTOR. Rocky himself. But the studio said NO. They wanted a REAL STAR.

They said he "Looked funny and talked funny". He left with his script. Afew weeks later,the studio offered him $250,000 for the script. He refused. They even offered $350,000. He still refused. They wanted his movie. But NOT him. He said NO. He had to be
IN THAT MOVIE.

After a while,the studio agreed,gave him $35,000 for the script and let him star in it! The rest is history! The movie won Best Picture,Best Directing and Best Film Editing at the prestigious
Oscar Awards. He was even nominated for BEST ACTOR! The Movie ROCKY was even inducted into the American National Film Registry as one of the greatest movies ever!

And do You know the first thing he bought with the $35,000? THE DOG HE SOLD. Yes,Stallone LOVED HIS DOG SO MUCH that he stood at the liquor store for 3 days waiting for the man he sold
his dog to. And on the 3rd day,he saw the man coming with the dog. Stallone explained why he sold the dog and begged for the dog back. The man refused. Stallone offered him $100. The
man refused. He offered him $500. And the guy refused. Yes,he refused even $1000. And,Believe it or Not,Stallone had to pay $15,000 for the same,same dog he sold at $25 only! And he
finally got his dog back!

And today,the same Stallone who slept in the streets and sold his dog JUST BECAUSE he couldnt even feed it anymore,is one of the GREATEST Movie Stars who ever walked the Earth!

Being broke is BAD. Really BAD. Have You ever had a dream? A wonderful dream? But You are too broke to implement it? Too tiny to do it? Too small to accomplish it? Damn! I've been there too many times!

Life is tough. Opportunities will pass you by,just because you are a
NOBODY. People will want your products but NOT YOU. Its a tough
world. If you aint already famous,or rich or "connected",You will find it rough.
Doors will be shut on You. People will steal your glory and crash your hopes.You will push and push. And yet NOTHING WILL HAPPEN.

And then your hopes will be crashed.You will be broke. Damn broke. You will do odd jobs for survival. You will be unable to feed yourself. And Yes,you may end up sleeping in the streets.
It happens. Yes,it does.

BUT NEVER LET THEM CRUSH THAT DREAM. Whatever happens to
You,Keep Dreaming. Even when they crush your hopes,Keep Dreaming. Even when they turn you away,Keep Dreaming.
Even when they shut you down,Keep Dreaming.

NO ONE KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF EXCEPT YOURSELF! People will judge You by HOW you look. And by WHAT You have.
But please,Fight on! Fight for Your place in history. Fight for your glory. NEVER EVER GIVE UP!

Even if it means selling all your clothes and sleeping with the dogs,ITS OKAY! But AS LONG AS YOU ARE STILL ALIVE,Your STORY IS NOT OVER. TRUST ME.

Keep Up the Fight. Keep your dreams and hope alive. Go gerrit.

Courtesy :Taken from Blessing Bhagyaraj. M facebook page .  Facts about the article unknown

Finding and searching

Make one of the important learning curve in my life :)

"I was reading a ebook called siddhartha[its free book in playstore]..there was meaning that struck me " you are searching instead of finding !!"

We always look for something ..that we believe is right for us..or right for that application..why we come to that conclusion ? or to have a prefix is something to be analyzed more deeply..we are quiet specific and precise about that particular "thing" !...as a matter of fact that particular thing might not be right thing as well...
and lose our peace of mind over that..not getting what we need..

..truth is instead of searching..if we live a life where we can change things to what we need...we begin to find !!!..it just happens everything we need would be right before us :)..

I was very focussed on raising funds for my project..reading this taught me a different mode..instead of searching for funds..i began to sell a part of these ideas[product] which eventually will raise the funds..everything what we need is right in front of us and within..

Opportunities are also there..they just pass away...we let them go..just that we do realize a truth that a opportunity..our eyes closed as we search of that particular "thing"....its same as we dont realize a beautiful rose in our garden..we see but never realize how beautiful it is..somedays we do..

We are closed by our own thoughts and a enclosed space..our consciousness is  held in a sphere..may be we should open up.. 

Life is full of findings :) !

Strength of no mind...journey of learning

I made a mistake lost my cool...when a verbal fight broke out....maybe it made me realize how much I have changed ...whatever be the reasons I have a lost the lessons of sustaining sharp angry....I react to words which is better off to be ignored...or just walk away from it....

Mentally there is so many thoughts...creating stress and when trying to control those might not be right..

I try to practise like the old times...zero.mediation...no mind...sustain pressure and in the sharp.moments control angry...

I am always tryin not to control or enforce any thing or belief on anybody...let them flow...never build a dam to stop..rather rechannel...

Learnt that more than words its the tone always that destructs...

Any outburst of anger destroys others ..more than that it affects me ..more..I feel a great lose of energy...always be aware of others outburst can disturb the balance...be alert not to be disturbed by it..

No mind...sustain the energy within..balance..channel..

...a lesson learnt from childhood..

..as most schools we too had a diary to keep track of our daily works and schedules...though never fond of it...but used to always read proverbs..

One of them " soft words get you out of trouble"..possibly never let's you go into that zone of trouble...

Another one "aim for the stars you will get atleast to the treetop"

...I choose to hold them close since my childhood...

State of mind

Work has taken overe:)...its more of a survival instinct you know that makes the whole deal lil more easier or possibly make it acheivable..

Either case I have not been listenin to the inner voices much..and so.many thoughts..

Generally pratice no mind which makes the system lot more efficient and clear...its more like creatin vaccum ...

Even though I am attached to my work passionately..must learn to de attach...

I wld like to record this so when I can correct before I can make the same mistakes..