Strength of no mind...journey of learning

I made a mistake lost my cool...when a verbal fight broke out....maybe it made me realize how much I have changed ...whatever be the reasons I have a lost the lessons of sustaining sharp angry....I react to words which is better off to be ignored...or just walk away from it....

Mentally there is so many thoughts...creating stress and when trying to control those might not be right..

I try to practise like the old times...zero.mediation...no mind...sustain pressure and in the sharp.moments control angry...

I am always tryin not to control or enforce any thing or belief on anybody...let them flow...never build a dam to stop..rather rechannel...

Learnt that more than words its the tone always that destructs...

Any outburst of anger destroys others ..more than that it affects me ..more..I feel a great lose of energy...always be aware of others outburst can disturb the balance...be alert not to be disturbed by it..

No mind...sustain the energy within..balance..channel..

...a lesson learnt from childhood..

..as most schools we too had a diary to keep track of our daily works and schedules...though never fond of it...but used to always read proverbs..

One of them " soft words get you out of trouble"..possibly never let's you go into that zone of trouble...

Another one "aim for the stars you will get atleast to the treetop"

...I choose to hold them close since my childhood...

State of mind

Work has taken overe:)...its more of a survival instinct you know that makes the whole deal lil more easier or possibly make it acheivable..

Either case I have not been listenin to the inner voices much..and so.many thoughts..

Generally pratice no mind which makes the system lot more efficient and clear...its more like creatin vaccum ...

Even though I am attached to my work passionately..must learn to de attach...

I wld like to record this so when I can correct before I can make the same mistakes..