Yercaud ! chanting rasu's name as he gets married :) !

 

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" Steve rasu was one of very good friends i have..we spent most of time in college..we were great fans of Australian captain - Steve waugh for its courage and aggressive approach..so i changed thanga rasu to steve rasu :)...the time i spent with him during our breaks were so peace amidst pressure..we cldnt spent time so much after college..

we coupled trip to yercaud and his marriage place..I was extremely happy day for my friend steve..we met the couple in the stage...the first word his wife shanthi spoke was.."we had arranged for your stay..we had booked rooms for you guys to stay " ...I was touched..we drove 400km in 9 hours in storm and poor roads ..these were words of concern and care..if she cld show such care to someone whom she hasnt meet...how she will take care of rasu !..that feeling filled me with happiness ! ..i meet his family for the first time.."

God bless the couple ! - Rasu and Shanthi

Diwali - 2010 !!! - Return of the lil fellow :)

 

" So I was back to my best of bursting crackers ! ..care the damn what people think..opened my account early in the morning..i was alone in the street but had a wonderful time :)..ahhh felt so good like the small child ..

..evening violin karthi and vitchu joined in ..with amma and appa..we all celebrated wonderfully..then went to terrace..i am happy to see there was so much of crackers filling the sky..i did my own part :)...

Diwali on Nov 5..for us..celebration started on nov 4 evening with E.T performance.."

Performance review - Extra terrestial

 

Courtesy : Hindu newspaper

 

Courtesy : Times of india newspaper

Missed last year..made sure that i make it to this live show this year..nearly missed the first stunt - iron men ..a outstanding performace..had to jump red signal and drive fast..we made it..to find out that i had brought the next day's ticket..hahah..quickly we brought the new tickets...

Review : Extra ordinary ! pushing human body to the limits . Everyone must experience

Official site : http://www.etwow.in  

Event timing : Annual event in chennai

How winners are made !

 Thank you violin karthi for mailing this video :)

Wonderful performances - Britain's got talent

Enjoyed these videos so much..those days were i was all alone in my room and heavy snow outside.

Susan - She brought me to britian got talent..my god sucha a emotional performace..humbled everyone ..beautiful..emotional touch..:)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk

Signature - Thats a really surpise ! you made india proud :)


Jamie - Congrats..when a ordinary person reaches a throne ..well done..u are sucha nice person..god bless you..so emotionally touching..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60YFeAJmbuo

Paul - Such a talent..humbleness and polite..wonderful..very strong emotions in ur performance..:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1k08yxu57NA&feature=related

Flawless - Team work ,united ..hope that tamil dance show reach this standard soon
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GrOMLylvhQ

Elixir of Happiness

This music has so much of pure happiness and joy about..i am emotionally connected to this..as this has been a source of energy for me on occasions..

Tharul papa,Kalai,Reji...

" So i have a lil nephew :) who tries to talk to me on phone..though we are continents apart we connect well..kalai born few year before me ..share ups and downs as all brother sister relationship would..remember a lil fellow will always go with my sister to guard her :)...so we did fight through tough phases together..reji is one sweetest guy on planet..its v rare to find such a person of love and calmness..

i was prompted to write this article on kalai's words of support..its been a very  tough week..sucha a devastating hurdle was faced..i just got completely blown away....believed to be strong :) cant show so much of disappointments on my face..and  dont want anyone to be upset becos of me..rather what ever pain we are in..lets put a smile..face of determination and will..people around derive strength from us...but that day was lil different..that was when kalai words of motivation came in early in the morning..i must thank her for that..

luckily was down with fever cld take a couplea days break..rethink on strategy and direction..ending the week in a lighter note..

I know this is a long war..unknown territory..its completely dark..but i have a small light :)..with hope and god's hand i walk..and will continue to walk no matter what..let our aggression be our sword...knowledge be our light..our heart with love be our shield..winning is not too far...god hold my hand.."

Big Lion :)

betrayals..

Last week faced one big betrayal..it struck a me twice within a span of two months..another was even i send my work to a scientist for review..he stole it and published in this R&D groups forecast for the next 12 years..

..these are hard lessons for me..i remember one of big let down in my college life ..dont wanna name her..she was physically teased by a big group..i stood up for her..sathya came ..we both stood up..they were nearly 10 of them in the room..within few minutes..it became telugu vs tamil..30 telugu guys..jammed the entrance..the heated conversation..voiced raised..luckily violence didnt break..my friend cried..i tried to console her..and she went..it was friday..monday i enter room..she was laughing and talking with those guys ! damn... i never spoke to those guys just becos of her!..fought with my friends for two years...she was good friend as well..apparently these guys meet her in the weekend..all i wanted from her was just"veera issue is solved they are my friends" she didnt even bother to talk to me the whole week never again on this...this left me so painful....and college life came to close...she wasnt my girl or something but a friend..i risked most for her my friends even my safety..this is what she had for me...so are the other incidents were i fought against my principal and management for my classmates..they cared the damn when i needed a small help..i must say that i have changed..sometimes keep my eyes closed...from that day..all i knew and fought  for was my train gang..

i hope god is with me..as though god changes good track for me through these incidents..i run harder experiencing these things though its hard for a lil fellow ..

Veerabahu

Celebrating 12 years of friendship...

 

" Its was ganesh wedding :) ---We call him ponam[dead body]...wonderful treat from him..went to thirunelveli for his marriage on aug21..well planned trip few months before..

its so happend that aug 20 we all were together - the day aug 1998 we met each other :)..after 12 years we struck to each other..

our bondage was formed in the train we travelled to the college each day..when we went by the same..there was so much care and concern ..felt so warm from the professional trip..before we came to station poriki had brought water for everyone and dosa just in case someone didnt have time to eat dinner..another warm thing we went dry of water ...in pairs most got down of train to water for each other around 12.30 in the night..so much lil lil things that makes friends special..

special thanks must go to ganesh for getting married !!!..remember we are love to be singles-free birds [by fate :) !]..so good guy that he brought us travel tickets :)hahaha...

Aug 20 :  we land in the destination fortunately this time no problems finding our cab:)...ganesh is present ..we realize that the most of tht train passengers were "ponam" friends..we land in the  hotel..decide to leave to courtalam falls..before there was our famous fight over "thairu vadai" ..this time kirba wins steals poor gangai and karthi ...they look at the skies as though lil elephants were stolen of the grass..

sudden change in plan..courtalam falls crowded..i suggest agastiar falls and papanasam dam from my 2003 CSIO trip..lost the chance to play in this falls..so we go there...boating we are too late..decide to be in falls full time..like the sivanasudram falls there is small water due to falls..we swim..spent most time under the falls ..wonderful feeling..partner becomes a brave lion ! takes a dip..hahaha!..

my romance with waterfalls continues..

we return..what next..movie ?..yes! on the way book karthi movie "me not mahaan"..have a nap come back watch it..next a warm thing for me..i love roof top dining with a small garden :)..luckily all we needed was to climb up a floor..there it is :)..live music..we wish a unknown couple on their 60th age-marriage celebration..good feeling wishing them..they were happy :)..

 we sleep..

 

Aug 21 :.

Luckily wedding was lil late in the day  ..so cld sleep more..we went there..sat..found a girl for karthi :)..it was my duty and poriki's to kidnap the girl for karthi marriage.. karthi was too shy had eaten banana for strength bt cldnt tell his love :)..so the love story stands there ! :)..hahah..good time..good food..we return to hotel..sleep again..

we had time to visit a famous temple..its very rarely spiritual i am connected..rarely visit temple as well..it was glorious..musical pillar of rock built 2000 yrs ago..artistic works..the whole vibration was so strong left me speechless..i might make a pilgrimage to the place..

make to the station on time..sit in the train ..we tease the ticket checking officer and gangai..as he pulls out driver licence for proof and its completely fade..we yell its fake !..checker says okay...gangai gets a lil nervous..we keep telling the checker its fake :)!!..have a good laugh..we invent a fighting game with the chain that hold the middle berth..play in the late night..guards check with a eye ..are these guys anti social ?...

we see them with a child's playful eyes..the conversations ends !

we return home :)..celebrating 12years and gani marriage ..

Love,

Veerabahu

Picnic Drive :)

   It had be a long time since we went for a drive - I and prasanna..after the trip for sivasumdram falls 

http://veerabahu5.blogspot.com/2008_03_01_archive.html

He had wanted to go to poondi ..the place where he spent most of his childhood.. his green memories a child when he explored the dense trees and plants present there..his lil adventure gang:)..i didnt know much about the place..

its quite a surprise so close to the city around 1.30 hrs from it..yet most ppl dont visit..it was pleasant day luckily..and present drive to the place..saw the dam..it was good ! :)

..there was strip of road around 2km..rite on the wall of dam..sucha a enjoyable drive watching the big dam..birds flying around.. then we went for a lil exploration...the place looked as though it was untouched by humans !...

then we found a good place to swim..:)..good time..we decide to pack up..

it was short trip..maybe 4 to 5 hrs totally..but it a sweet one ! :)

Stillness...

                                                        Courtesy  :www.deepcut.com
 " It was a breezy day
         ..if only i realized it was so..

with disturbed and confused mind..
    ..sat i watching through the window

flaming dust coming for the roads
  ..still disturbing noise from cars passing by..

..quarrel on the road...rage of words flowing across..
   ..is this the beautiful life i wished for ? ..

for a moment,I took a deep breath..
  ..slowed down the breath..

..stillness..
  ..stillness..

started to see things that i never saw before..
  ...closer to the road was the tree dancing with the breeze..

..touch of the rain..wetness in the air..
   ..as the cool wind touches my skin..

I saw a small line of ants carrying food as though nothing was happening around..
 ..i said to myself..shouldnt i do the same :)

just a little closer..a butterfly flattering her wings..
  ..sat on the grill of window..

as though she asked me..series of questions popped up..
..was everything around a reflection of inside..
..no good...no bad..only perception and perceiver..

I stood still...she stood still..

....Stillness......."

Written by Veerabahu[Oct 8 2010-11.27pm][after a long time..used my ink pen to write a poem felt so flowing and beautiful ]

Reposted on my poetry blog
http://veerabahu4.blogspot.com/

Towardsbetterworld close to my heart....

 "To hold lil children in your arms is such a healing experience..especially special children who are in pain..remember my times in bangalore..where lil ones came running for a hug :)..after years i see them grow...they just soften you in ur heart,body and soul...

Love flows across..as you hold them..i remember lil kavya ,mentally challenged child..kissed me and said dont go !...that was so emotional...murali,soni,sowmya lil ones from sathya shanthi seva bangalore i will never forget for their love and affection..sowmiya from balagurukalam was special..

Being a part of a team which saved joel will remain one of my good works..take a look at joel
http://towardsbetterworld.blogspot.com/2007/06/joel-survives-finds-new-life.html

even if i stop breathing right now..my soul will depart seeing the smiles we have brought in people lifes over these six years...in fact every night i see these happy faces..makes me smile when i go to sleep..

god grace TBW and cybernoid will bring hope,faith and smiles in people lifes in years to come..god bless..

Gift to my friend Prodigal Angel - A smile :)

 
A gift to my friend Prodigal angel - A smile  "Big Hi !..how are you doing :) keep your smiles going..have a great day !"
 

Beautiful conversations&Sunflower - Remembering Meera Mam

" I got a call from old age home around 2006 ,they askd if I could wish a person named Meera Nayak-never met before on her birthday [Its always warm when somebody  suddenly pops up and wishes you] . I knew she was elderly ,possibly feeling lonely . I didnt have too much of money to buy something big for her ..I wanted something invaluable and something she will remember me for ... So i decided to buy her a sunflower plant! .. it would be wonderful...early morning the flower would smile at her..and she can take care of the flower as well..

I reached her place on oct 11 .Door opened saw a woman of 80 + ..her voice is still ringing in my hears..initial questions..then once i wished and gave plant..she was excited ! ..jumping with happiness.all excited tone..all smiles :)..it was wonderful feeling to give ..there started the conversation which lasted for 3 hours..
 
 I came to know what a great person she was .. something popped in physics i was talking..then to my shock she told me Dr.CV raman -Nobel prize winner was her close friend ! .. we spent lot of time talking on music..then came another shocker .. her conversation with Menuhin sir,the greatest violin player ever lived.... my god..and she was president of Red cross ,india...list goes on..yet so simple and humble..so level headed..

Another thing she carried her youth with her ! at her age..you must see her excitement and curiosity to know something.. bubbly ..we both laughed when she confessed she always had a crush for amitabh bachan though 20 years younger than her..:)..

I had visited her the second time..we played mouth organ together..she was pro !..introduced me to strummin ..i had told her that i will take her to my home and play violin..she always wanted to play for her..

 During this conversation..she taught me one of the biggest lessons of my life.."INTERDEPENDENCY" ..that everything in this universe is interdependent..and we must understand that .. i slowly realized and understood our friendship as well..when it started i thought i wanted to make her happy that it...finally it turned out to be we both were happy ..

 Her words of encouragement is still in my heart..for such words are the ones which i carry for my huge battles ahead ..i wish she was there to hear my progress and to give her support ..

After that meeting i never met her..i left to bangalore then canada..used to call her from there..we had three to four more conversation..

I came to know .. she passed away earlier this year.. 

Useful tools - Softwares

So i have decided to be useful to the society publishing useful tools :)))))))))))))) having been so useless..i will share few utilies that you might find helpful..u might be knowing everything but anyways wanna share just in case it helps you a lil..

Please note my links dont work just google it.

Browser - Epicbrowser [ www.epicbrowser.com] - Built over mozilla so most is said + 1000's of addons :) + peacock background + Made in India :)

Antivirus - AVG



Firewall - Sygate

Alternative for MSpaint - PicPick Image editor [ http://picpick.wiziple.net/ ] - We can measure screen image+protractor+scale , number of screen capture options , light weight

Mozilla Addons :

                           - Integrated GMAIL -Calendar ,reader,notebook into gmail mailbox account
                           - Youtubedownloader -single button youtube download+AVI,MP3 etc converter
                           - Screencapture
                           - Squirrel


Harddisk crash ? Formatted a drive mistakenly ? Deleted a file

                        -  Paretologic Data recovery  pro [ i purchased this works well ..recovered my lost drive where my entire 8 years collection of photos were..imagine when i lost it..i went mad :)..got back to senses to recover the whole stuff]

Linux -   Mandriva

 

Alternative to msoffice - Openoffice

 

Wanna save website address and accessing across net ,bookmarking not working for you  - Google notebook ,Google bookmark.

IF havent used google services like the following give a shot

 

Google books - books.google.com 

 

Google scholars- scholar.google.com [best when you search jourals ]

 

Google patents -google.com/patents [ super work by google..accessing innovations]

 

Photomanagers- ACDsee 

 

Sound record/edit in wave/add effects - Soundforge

 

Western classical musiccomposer - Musicworks [notes to wave out ] [you sing get in notes]  

 

                                                         -Finale [ if you want pro ]

 

will write more on this..will share more on open libraries as well..

 

                          

Friendship day -2010-Aug 1

Woke up..wished most friends..wrote mails to the one whom i cldnt reach.. thought i was appropriate to met our friends in our siding..so the series of calls started..

Decided to go to siding station where our friendship grew and strengthend..it was in this place that we decided start a organisation to help ppl..which later became" Towardsbetterworld trust " when we were 20 years old guys then..living a fun filled life :)..

on this day..i wanted most guys to turn up..its not the same ..as we grow up responsibility are bigger..most guys were on the matrimonial search..hahah never imagined that stage in life..we were living as though we were always singles :)..looked like four wld turn up ..

Uday,kouski and i took our favourite train..reached siding..to see the changes..our tea was not there!..our temple has changed..everything cleaned up..then it was walk in the forest :)..we enjoyed it..now all brushes are cut..paths are clean..steve rasu joined us ..

Good news was released that koushik ,rasu were getting engaged !!! :) ..happy we were to hear the news..went to another tea shop..brought bajii .. uday and i bite a piece .. ohh!!! we both realized something was wrong..at the same instant..we looked at each other..throwed away the bajii..it was egg bajii..we are pure veggies..small things like this non verbal communication when happens in friends..its wonderful :)...

There was small kids playing on banyan..i realized how beautiful life was if one was content with what one has..so the day ended..with friendship hugs..                                                                                                             
Will leave you with some beautiful memories of friendship that blossomed in the siding railway station ..later become friendship to serve society and people..

 
Scene from one of the holi celebrations :) ..i will write a detailed writeup on this ..hahah !

Our siding banner behind..monkeys and unruly guys ..

Clinging to the backend of a railway coach..entire gang..

 see you soon :)

Unleashing my personal logo

   

                This is my personal logo's . I will use them instead of my signature in my emails .

What is birthday bums? - Definition

To understand the clear execution please refer to the below photos

                                        

Disclaimer : Please do try at public places , parties and anywhere you feel like hitting your beloved friends -Stress busters :) !

Caution : Hold his bums down facing ground always.If vice versa god save the guy,we will pray for him .

Procedure for the ritual : One person ideally for lifting both legs or you can have one for one leg . Then one person for upper body . One important part , the key person - striker takes aim at his bums and delivers the maximum forced kick . Make sure, all things such as ipods,wallets,cellphones are removed from his back pocket .After this , give him his gift or cake

                        

Observation after the ritual : Honored person should not be able to sit in chairs . Swollen bums is the best effect to be desired .

Details on photos: Gangai having a dream of a birthday..background is completely white because we are inside a cloud !!!..top of a hill..fascinating place if we look down ,we can see a waterfall . I will write abt ths place in my travel blog. We surprised gangai by buying cakes and candle and all of a sudden ..we gave him bums and lit up the candles ..made him cut the cake in a awesome place.

REMEMBER WE LOVE PEACE !!!

Inspiring words from Kalam sir!

Courtesy : www.liveindia.com/ news/APJAbdulKalam.jpg

"I was priviledged for working in a research which was closely associated with kalam sir . I had small stint research with his only phd doctor till now George sir .If you wanna know on george sir

http://www.rediff.com/news/2002/jul/08spec.htm

Kalam sir and george sir ..as george sir used to tell me...they both used to walk early in the morning around anna university campus then president election wasnt held..

"The legend" asked george sir a simple question ..  what will you do suppose you are mining ..and find a huge mountain in between ..answer might be illogical but focus on your mind strength..george said many engineering..go around ..or closest we cld get was..cave a huge hole ...

Kalam sir..answered..."Blast the mountain " ...such brute aggressive mind...which is the key to creation and innovation .. when one uses these words only thing comes to mind is problems..and the answer he gives is this...blast it !"

I hope sharing this information will be helpful for many innovators around the world.

Seeing a smile in a child's face ! wow !

 

[Flower from home]

"Designed a system - a microprocessor based one for mentally challenged child..which might improve his activity..wanted to see his response..we called in a child to play on it..he came..start slowly ..then full of joy !....i was very happy asked him whelther he enjoyed playing on it...he was jumping said 'Light game' went running around "...filled me with joy in heart and soul..there is so many miles to walk but this lil sucess gave a happiness which was very different and beautiful ..so i start to walk..

Evening to remember !

                                                        [ A flower from my home ]

"It was drizzling ..raindrops were just right not too heavy .. it was day to remember..as I took my mom and dad for a lil walk in the renovated park-anna tower .A park which has seen our three generations..even my grandfather's father .. there was that small hump of cement rock which i remember when i was small child climbed and imagined that i had reached mt.everest..used to yell from the top ..

..my grandfather brought all of us a choco bar which was Rs.5 very costly then..we played round it..remember the time my dad took me to the park we used to workout ....the park which saw most of my childhood excursions :)...it saw the party of the last schooling day..as i grew it was place were i found people and usually prefer to have a long conversation...

this day..ironically i brought my mom a icecream and soup to my dad..took them around and finally a wonderful dinner..in a near candle light atmosphere.. we said bye to the day..closed our eyes"  -Equally made a break through in my work..for a start of new project..a evening to remember..

A Tough opponent !

" This research looks very difficult task from all quarters. From technologically point for you ,it looks good but there are unknown questions from unknown areas..understanding one of complex thing existing in the world is a difficult proposition ..as always breaking dimensions and reaching out for new frontiers is a integral part of a innovator..yes,there is discouragement ..yes,there is not working for you..yes,the task looks impossible..are you gonna quit ! No :)..understanding the expectations from the gaints that one must resolve...pressure gets in...motivation comes from seeing the result ..the outcome..one is gonna see so many smiles around :)..puts one's heart in the work..and hopes for the best.."
[if anyone has read this far..thank you so much for sharing]

Veerabahu

My anthem !!!!

So somebody has finally created anthem for me !!! :) not exactly ..from the movie "Ravanan" -Tamil movie by Mani .

"Veeram" - Means Brave,Courage in Tamil -derived word is Veera or Veer.

This character in the movie 'veera' has most qualities that makes me..atleast i believe so :) hahahahah...

So this song is my anthem ! .  Thank you AR rahman for composing the song.Vikram for portraying an powerful character..mani for making this movie..i loved this movie ..

Football !!! - A relationship

First game i started playing around 4 yrs..my father taught and brought me a football when i was 4th standard...memories are flooding in.. :)))
                                                          At 8 yrs,   We had a wonderful team then arvin,joseph his brother ,ram sathish and another guy dont remember his name..an opponent team had 7 guys..we had lot of clashes those days..i remember the epic match..best of 5..we were 0-2 down..from that point we won..5-2..i scored the 3th one..playing the right winger..it was swift attack...

Remember how bad i felt after losing that ball :(..very loved one..i took care of her so much..i hit a wide pass..ball went to road..a bus driver stole the ball and drove away..chased him a long way..lost in vain..

After that nothing much in football till i joined Jaya engineering college..first year was very interesting..we really threatened our final year seniors..it was good match..bt lost..

My final year - was the captain and played the center forward ..i missed a pretty easy chance..one i regret even now..i shld have scored..gave my best to win the match for my team..it went to penalty..we lost..a semifinal match..had we won shld have been final..

 thus the last chance to hold a medal in football - first love..was also lost..








                       

"Unheard Love "

                                               [Painted by veerabahu]








This painting remained unseen..just lying in my room, rolled for six long years ..until i decided to take it out..and show it to the world

Flowers and Love

                                                   [Painted by Veerabahu]

            "Flowers are wonderful symbols of love :) . "

Nature's Symmetry

                                                     [Painted by veerabahu ]

For some reason choose paper as medium .

Nature's Symmetry :

Inspired by great scientist De Broglie's hypothesis - " Nature is symmetric " . Painted this .

" Universe is symmetric..all living and non living things are interconnected and unified by a source . Symmetrical means the variation between two elements compared is constant or one is 'x' times multiple of other . They share the common property . Here , replaced the human mind by a tree - meaning mind resembles the tree's property - interaction with environment -it gives and it takes . Similarly mind receives signals and transmits - makes decision .

Human has two parts - within and whats seen outside . Whats seen outside is a resultant of whats within . Here, red colour is used - to symbolize aggression ,determination and will to achieve goal -destiny . Destiny represented by the final fire - shows a complete life cycle-child,adulthood-marriage, and lone battle to destiny-lighting is lighting of fire .

The society see's a beautiful outside image of such a human - he spreads peace - green colour  and knowledge -blue . Such a human is worshipped and respected even by angels "

Childhood games - A real training experience that helps me even now

Games between Age 5-8 :

At  4 yrs, found my friend Srikanth...at 5 we formed a team of four - Srikanth,Veera,Chandru,Prabu.

Sometimes Srikanth used to steal others pencil box ..magnetic boxes was very famous..he used to steal these boxes and take this magnets out..we were not aware of this..

Other classmates knew this..and thought that we four were part of this..sri never told us and we believed him ..until in class 5 he accepted and showed us the secret place..where he stored everything..

The whole wld literally hunt us down !..there was 2 small breaks and one big one-lunch..moment bell goes..we wll run out..since four didnt stand a chance against 45 boys inside the small classroom...

I must accept it was frigthening..just the thought of getting caught...my classmates formed groups to hunt and chase..to beat us...sometimes even their elder brother will chase us..

It taught me..unity..not to give up on my friend under extreme condition..we stood and fought together..sri and I were good runners..chandru and prabu was okay..

And also ,we were good fighters:)..hahah..small boys....sri was v strong for his age..chandru was heavy..prabu was feather...i used punches and kicks well !.....

Everyday it was either you escape...if caught..a battle against 4 vs 40...i am glad to say we beat them up many times..and got beaten up fewer times...do or die !

These guys were not only our enemies but our girls as well ! dont know why :)...we didnt like them:)

 Games between 8-13 :

 As we grew up..there was no enmity..the chasing thing gave rise to game called "Chain"..first a caugh'ter...manages to touch a running away guy..he is out..they both hold hand to form a chain..to caugh another..like this the join goes on..

since 15 to 20 holding hands and chasing is hard..we formed pairs...to chase...over a time..it became a predefined caughers and runners...

I am runner....love to fight it out till end..i was a last remaining warrior most times..running around..few moments still linger in my mind-imagine a big line of pairs..as u cross them..they create a arc to get u...wonderfully to find a solution from a nearly gone position..

This spirit is still with me..and keep the lessons learnt when small close to my heart and mind...

Visualizing Victories

" When the body cries...when the destination is no where in your sight..find yourself in a point where you cant go back..sometimes feel to stop and give up this fight...

At those points -Visualizing the victories...what you will go through..emotions..happiness..joy..tears of success..these thoughts will give hope...hope to carry on..

..to hold on..to walk on..."

At this point..."I say to god keep holding my hand..we have a big battle to fight after this walk.."

Beautiful walk..:)

Had been to my village...Had been on a walk with my closest friend nature..my cousin was also there...

..sun was setting behind the mountain..as we walked those silent paths filled with green plants..place looked untouched for centuries..we walked along a path taken by a stream..

Beautiful it was..relaxing..after the walk with clouds in parabumpara..this walk i cherished..lost in silence...beauty holding me...
Pics:Taken in 2006

Beautiful Evening :)

Day before yesterday 26 Feb 2009

Small success in my project that too on the evening of a weekend :) is a wonderful feeling to go into weekend on a success note .

As I live alone and work in my own lab [sis has delivered a boy baby :) parents in LA now] in my home itself..its more like Tom hanks "cast away "..for me ..take few calls..thats it..then its more me and my science works..i dont see any one..self imposed hibernation..thats what my work demands..if gods will if i can acheive what i am aiming for..will have a very positive impact on our society and good career for me..

okay coming to the evening..i decided to go out to buy some books for a friends sister..in train !wow :) always reminds me of my college days and my friends..relive those moments..fast trains,people,the tree there..

Took a train to central...was footboarding as usual..near central ..circus has opened again i guess..the excitement i had as a small kid as all lil ones.. my parents took to them..the trapeze was feeling of wow! :)..beautiful times..went to moore market..

i didnt get the book..was looking around after that..was so happy to see the old moore market feeling coming as antiques filled the places..there were painting...old clocks..old coins..its like museum to me yet i can buy something..i was searchn for telescope..most nt working..one was bt..cldnt adjust zooming..good to see that :)...

So came back home with a happy feeling !..

Review - Seven pounds

12-15 am - just finished watching Seven pounds . Feel emotionally touched and heavy.

Beautifully portrayed love- So emotional touching and very natural- simple real love .

Might be argued that does the candle has to burn itself out to give light ? why it alone ? - "it has to".Very true.

Feeling of guilt and loss paves way to see a person turn nearly to god's status - to exhibit extreme compassion.Thats a short version of the movie.

Rating : Must watch

Beautiful romantic song!

I could feel all love and romance...wonderful..wow!..wow...so romantic :).....i hum to the moon and flowers&computers around..

Touched ...

I feel touched with many families caring for me so much..as my families members are in LA these families care for so much..i am simply touched and moved..

I live alone for this short duration which is not a big deal for me considering my work keeping me occupied all along..these families are so sweet most days they call me..show so much care..and always invite me for food...

"its your home..stay here itself"..."i am like your mom.."...."you my elder son.." these words are fill me with emotion..these are neighbor,friends family...

felt so warm...justified about my decision to leave canada for good..and live with people whom i love..god bless them all....

Keeping my kid within alive and kicking

As one goes into adulthood..some wonderful things that one did in his childhood goes into hiding..only the closest of my people know quite a bit abt me..I been one playful lil boy when small...all day long wl be roaming with football...

When in school i was expert in keeping paper tails without the other kid knowing ...make a big tail..and attach to the shorts of the other boy kid sitting in front of me without his knowledge...god! when he walks out of his place..whole class wld be laughing at him! :)..sorry my friend..they used to keep one for me too..only friendly stuff nothing to hurt anyone....but shhh dont tell to anyone once masterminded painting a teachers shirt..we used  to succeed to an extent :) ...

Now I am old enough but the kid is still live and kicking...few weeks back we had great fun..shall post on that..

Something I have learnt...the kid within is generally a stress buster..wonderful to be with :)..enjoy playing with him...when goin gets tough..he is also a part of the recovery team :)...so all out there...get ur kids within alive and kicking!

Putting your soul in what we do!

Putting soul,heart and mind in what we do is all it counts..then success becomes a relative word!..we feel something within...a divine touch so beautiful as the gentle breeze ..as a butterfly touching you and saying a hi! :)..

need nothing from that...just put the three into one place.. :)

PS: Liked the art . Let my blog be a lil ad board for artists . Click on image u will get direct link.

A childhood conversation

"we were three of us..julie,ashwin,veera..we sat in the same bench ,studying 4 standard..created a logo for ourselves and a dream for three of us..

it was to create a airport...ashwin builds the port with civil work as civil engineer..i take care of planes as aeronautic engineer..julie does the legal stuff and admin..as lawyer..

after nearly twenty years looking back...we havent built a airport yet! :)..but built ourselves for what we wanted to be...i choose to be electronic engineer rather than aeronautic..ashwin choose to be computer science engineer...julie is a lawyer...dream does happen :)..."

"SO NOW WE HAD ANOTHER CONVERSATION !!!....................................................."

Biography of Alexander Graham Bell

It was a easy to read book "Biography of Alexander Graham Bell " it was inspiring to learn abt Alex sir :)..

I brought this book in Halifax in the Maritime Museum which holds the remains of titanic..i brought few things related to titanic and SS Atlantic too..

Coming to the Alex sir life..most beautiful thing is he achieved success in both this career and personal life...rarely someone does so strong research and falls in love..goes behind everywhere! :)...thats too hard for me...he has wonderfully balanced both! to marry someone whom u love is itself a achievement[falling in love is itself a achievement for me!]...

His wife as hearing challenged..he was her teacher and to be correct she was the one who showed Alex sir to the world! ...that's why they say "behind every man's victory there is a woman"..

Look at his inventions god!..from biomedical t0 telecommunications to aero...its told that his invention is used in the planes even now..he invented a machine to identify bullet which gets into body..along side of Wright brothers..Alex sir society created so many inventions in aviation..

Thanks for the book !..Thanks Alex sir for telling few stories indirectly to me!..

Stephen Hawkings beautiful question !

Always believed that answer to the ultimate..grand unified theory will be on uniting micro and the macro levels...i was excited to hear that the same belief was responsible for answering the big bang..

Hawkings question if i m right on technical terms-what happens when atom enters the black hole.. sucha beautiful mind :) linking both extremes that unrevealed the mysteries of universe....

I was very happy to read hawkings proof -> for the existence of the another time plane..and existing of infinite universes...reading all this i just feel "zero" has something extraordinary abt it..lets see..

Hope that theoretical physicist like him and great human are created more in this world...

Gods purest creation "Stephen Hawkings "

[Great battles] Veera Vs Pressure Cooker - Flashback

For some reason my great battle with pressure cooker came to my memory .

"It was late evening when i decided to engage my enemy with heavy artillery -2 cups of dal but unfortunately with too much of gun powder-water . Added to that my less efficient multiprocessing brain forgot that...

It had warned me many times whistling not to engage in the desert area-stove...but i was doing something...after a long time..nothing happened..silence...oh god i have forgotten realized...

As i am a warrior[ :) love to say that !]...never gave up..i decided to remove the weight from its head..thinking it was dead..

oh god..oh god!it was ambush....its was pushing steam like anything...i thought its gonna explode..frightened..stood i..didnt give up..stood my ground..gonna explode ???..

luckily it ran out of steam...i stood there...it was small battlefield-kitchen cum hall...so it was battle where i learned...another day to live :)

Tendulakar - A Legend -Sorry sachin we didnt play well to win

Today saw one of the great innings of my life played by Sachin . Artistry ,temperament,determination every thing one need to acheive a near impossible target.Such was the master in this innings against Australia chasing 350 to win .

I am very sad , none of the other players supported him . I feel guilty of not doing much[what can i do ! ??? pray :) ]...sorry...really sorry..actually indian cricket for sure dont deserve a committed person like you . You got the technique or not..other players just had to play with grit - all others-partially raina[why did he play that stupid pull shot! ? when he cant ]...where was Jadeja running ?.. yuvaraj ?...if a team cant score 19 runs at nearly 19 balls with three wickets...i dont think its a committed team applying themselves for the situation...

I dont want to waste time on this indian cricket...we have lot to learn from sachin ,his humbleness and the great person he is...i really feel indian cricket dont deserve a player like him..you are too good and noble...sorry sachin for what happened today..i feel miserable..and how much a player wld feel giving his best miracle and the team mates dont pull it off a easy win ..again and again...i have gone this so many times being the captain in cricket and football..

i feel what sachin feels now..as i felt...losing that football match-semifinals..sorry sachin...

Meeting a lil cat + George winston-joy

Its been two years since my lil friend Arrow passed away ,though she was baby cat ,she lived as though she was my child...i saved from dogs when he was a week old...today i was writing a mail..suddenly a white thing passed..went out to see..a lil cat standing..i fed him with milk..it was raining..surpising within minutes he came in my arms..like a mother holding a child..i held him..he was silent..just put his head in my stomach and closed his eyes..and then left him downstairs..small place is there for him to stay..i dont know if he wl stay though..

Always great combo of " rain + Paino " ..this piece is very close to my heart..george winston -joy..she has also played very well..thank you...

Sparking thoughts and Deepavali flashback

..Sometimes cant get sleep..there are sparkling thoughts and ideas very interesting..that keeps me awake..i dream all the while :)

Last deepavali I felt like i was in desert...this one in earth :)..wonderful day started with a pleasant surpise:).balaji came home straight from his flight to home to wish me:)..that was good feeling . Morning was with my family..and then evening durr came with potato.crackers and more crackers..there is lots of houses near my home now..more crackers this time...night was wonderful...we all went to terrace and sat there...switched off the lights to the fireworks in the sky...

slowly the beautiful day came to close as memories of my childhood deepavali lingered in my mind...

thank you god for this beautiful life..

....Living one's dream...

Started with my research...it was my dream to persuade my research..its never easy to do so..my gods grace and will ..i will reach my short term goal ..and walk towards my destiny....

..there is peace and stillness...feel a pleasant energy vibrating:)...fueling me:)..

..thank you god..there were wonderful moments i felt you...

PS:Picture taken in thekkady aug 1 2009.a trip with my friends..will write in my travel blog more abt this..

..back to where i belong :)

..NEarly couplea months ago i was living in toronto..and thinking of living there for few more years...

Life is about choice...i choose to live and die by the people whom i love..so i came back once for all..few did open their mouths when i told that i quit my nearly 2 lakhs job...what damn money before ur family ahh...go to hell u materialistic ppl out there...

lets live a life filled with love and light..!..

Birthday card from home!!!

"Living away from home ...for the first time in my life..i missed my birthday away from home...my amma,appa had sent me a card..my sister..a shirt..

i got my sisters gift..but my mom told that she searched a lot of places to find me a musical card :)..wow :)...so sweet..but this card i didnt get...month went i went past..i didnt get..

13-4..i checked to find..pick card from canada post..it read 4-9-2009 was the last day to pick the card from the outlet...god!..have i missed the card..wld be destroyed or resent to sender...next day..after office..i searched to place .i cldnt find the outlet..

project was running tough ..extreme pressure..i had to come home late night...i felt v heavy that i cldnt go and pick it up...

i cld complete a key area in my project..evening i cld find the place..went there..showed the card.. do u have card???i asked..yes she said???..god!!!!that was a relief !...they asked for photo proof..next i got them passport..brought it home..

...when i opened it..it just filled my eyes with tears..god...felt back home :)...felt like warm...and loving...musical card singing..like a small kid :)....wow:)...so relived the beautiful moments.. :)

wow! what a surpise :)

How to cut onions without crying !

Yesterday i found a very interesting and effective way how to cut onions without eye irriation

Things required and process :

Have this ready before starting ..

1] Some onions to cut
2] Knife
3] Piece of brain..

Before getting ready..go to sports outlet .From there Go to swimming section ->
Buy a swimming googles.

Okay now,hard work is over. Now put swimming googles,put that softly in eyes .

Starting cutting onions ! no tears !

Great martial arts of india

Architecture design – Achieving my goals

Architecture design – Achieving my goals

These are words of swami Vivekananda….analyzing this gives me lot more focus to my ideas and channel whatever i have learnt to be channeled better..social work is quite stable now..research i hope i can start quick..music i am trying to focus..taekwondo is strong but not yet channelled..another idea that i looking at is life saving thing..medicine..i hope everything can be channelled..when i die i hope i wld have acheived these goals..


“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.”- Swami vivekananda


“Education is not the amount of information that is put into your brain and runs rot there, undigested all your life. We must have LIFE-BUILDING, MAN-MAKING,CHARACTER-MAKING, assimilation of ideas. If you have ASSIMILATED five ideas and made them your LIFE and CHARACTER, you have more education than any man who has got byheart a whole library.”-
Swamivivekanada