Took a break. Went for a drive!.. Near could imagine that a place near my place was so beautiful!..
This is on the way to sriharikota.. 12km of blessed place with either side ocean waters..
A Personal diary which is a open source :) !.. helps me track my lows and highs..remember my life lessons..so warm welcome to "VEERA World" entering this ship usually the person stays the distance safe :) !
Took a break. Went for a drive!.. Near could imagine that a place near my place was so beautiful!..
This is on the way to sriharikota.. 12km of blessed place with either side ocean waters..
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| Veeran Sundaralingam |
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| Sundaralingam capturing a crane from the pond Courtesy : http://blog.indiandragon.in/2012/02/forgotten-heroes-veeran-sundaralingam-worlds-first-human-bomb.html |
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| Sundaralingam fighting with the thieves |
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| Sundaralingam camouflaging himself in midst of sheep heard with Vadivu |
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| Sundaralingam along with Vadivu blow up the British army’s ammunition dump |
Every time i see the fate of tamils in lanka.. Melts me.. Those awful final days of war... Mass destruction of ltte..killing of tamils...
Not going say whos right here...pain of my blood going through such trauma haunts....
I don't know why i feel so much pain.. Never been to lanka...its our tamil which binds us... Had so many sleepless nights feeling sorrow for my brothers...
Sorry for my brave ltte warriors, innocent tamils, lankan soldiers who lost their lifes...
From a very wounded heart
I made a mistake lost my cool...when a verbal fight broke out....maybe it made me realize how much I have changed ...whatever be the reasons I have a lost the lessons of sustaining sharp angry....I react to words which is better off to be ignored...or just walk away from it....
Mentally there is so many thoughts...creating stress and when trying to control those might not be right..
I try to practise like the old times...zero.mediation...no mind...sustain pressure and in the sharp.moments control angry...
I am always tryin not to control or enforce any thing or belief on anybody...let them flow...never build a dam to stop..rather rechannel...
Learnt that more than words its the tone always that destructs...
Any outburst of anger destroys others ..more than that it affects me ..more..I feel a great lose of energy...always be aware of others outburst can disturb the balance...be alert not to be disturbed by it..
No mind...sustain the energy within..balance..channel..
..as most schools we too had a diary to keep track of our daily works and schedules...though never fond of it...but used to always read proverbs..
One of them " soft words get you out of trouble"..possibly never let's you go into that zone of trouble...
Another one "aim for the stars you will get atleast to the treetop"
...I choose to hold them close since my childhood...
Work has taken overe:)...its more of a survival instinct you know that makes the whole deal lil more easier or possibly make it acheivable..
Either case I have not been listenin to the inner voices much..and so.many thoughts..
Generally pratice no mind which makes the system lot more efficient and clear...its more like creatin vaccum ...
Even though I am attached to my work passionately..must learn to de attach...
I wld like to record this so when I can correct before I can make the same mistakes..
After 2010 just excepted the happiness curve to increase..not be so...
New year eve itself was horrible:)...doesn't matter th
I thought things wld be better after that..till july it was a tough phase I am learning lot of things.. Situations are analogous to this ....holding a hot metal and holding composure..breathe easy take long breaths...hold on.. ..running a marathon..just hope that you reaching ur destiny,.just hope!hope.... ..always see the flame within..let that burn..burn..ur mind will feel the burning ....determination,will,aggression wil be completely embedded that u see no traces of them...u just keep walkin...towards ur destiny...if u need cut off few people let it be so....let the flame burn...follow the path it shows...Well I was wondering what do we fight with people...there might things you wld have done but yet mostly end in the receiving end?..why...mostly I blamed myself and tried to make it work..it didn't help..
What we are truely fighting is peoples believe and their own perception of seeing things...its like looking through a dirty glasses you are gonna see things unclear..nobody can do anything about it until the person does something..
Anyways longtime I need to keep talkin to you..it been a while:)...hopefully things are good in ur end..I.. will trichy to pick nivi...caveri was in full flow ..haven't seen it for sometime now..good peaceful time..