Leavin for a yearly trip

..its our tradition from our ug college days that we go on for a yearly trip..this time we are goin for a longer trip..somewhere near coimbatore ...reach the place then decide what shld be done on that..will post pics[hello not workin with new blogger..nor picassa supports OS that why i am not able to post pics].

will see you then..
veerabahu

On controlled aggression!

[for some reason i feel this is new years eve!..nowhere near sleepin..just had dinner it gonna be 12 am..stupid me no rules!..speakers on loud ir'ish music-rough guide to ireland folk-neighbours go to hell!hahah..good night]
[can i get back to serious topic-funpart of me stop here!]

Aggression is on the entity that gives sucha immense strength to acheive..the initial problem is the manifestation of the superior energy,then comes controllin and then channellin the energy.
Controlled aggression is like awesome..gives a never say die attitude!u ponder is there anythin impossible!these qualites have to be brought into the mind..surely nt into heart!.
That person has to be matured mentally..u can see showoff where they end unable to control and channel their energy[oh beautiful violin peice played in the song].

I shld say aggression is always necessary..but a blend of soft'st&tender heart and powerful&enlightment mind will bring victory...victory what?-better human! enravel destiny..reach thy destiny!

[i am thinkin whelther to sleep or listen-music or study]

..i must say when the whole world is sleepin i am active...enjoyin..happy..i am leavin to coimbatore and nearby places tomw from 23 to 26..with my friends for a tour after a longtime!..will talk to you after that!..see you..

veerabahu[no good night yet!]

Couplea days has been kinda useful..

..I must say that i got a great ebook-Numerical recipes for computation in C..another set of books ..these wld help solve certain kinda probs technically...

..I am als glad to tell that things are set right with me and George sir,only Dr.kalam sir's phd student..it was quite a surpise and i was very happy to meet him and sum my events in the six months..we did talk on the technical front too..

As of now i am happy the way my violin is soundin!..i am just a two year old student..i am glad to hear my violin ..just recorded my composition..

Losing my friend....

Arrow
From 15-9-2006 To 12-12-2006

She is one of my best friends i ever had..i found this baby cat when two dogs tried to bite her off.I was drivin past you never know somethin tells u to look at a direction..that how i found her.. she was strugglin..chased the dogs away.Lifted this kid carried her home.From tat day she came became very close my heart and all others ,even my neighbours.
Considering the fact that i was strugglin so much in my life.I could just talk everythin to her..she will listen!..sometimes u forget everythin and start playin with this kid.I went to Bosh interview which i didnt clear ,the day before i found arrow.After three months,I went to Alstom interview 12 th dec to banglore...i started from home...she came out of the house with my parents..in between mom and dad she stood..as though to tell 'all the best'..i still remember her eyes lookin at me..i generally look at my mom when i go out..this time..i was lookin at arrows arrow alone..smiled at her..as kid she will whisper somethin and give a kind look...i never knew that was my last time i saw her..
..i returned home after a day and then slept off..the home was doubtfully dull i didnt realise ..then asked mom what happend..she told me arrow was lost..i said we will search for her..i started..then knew that...she fell into a pool of water or somebody drowned her to death..she was found dead in dustbin..i cldnt even see her body..she is buried in our garden near coconut tree...
I wanna say to u 'arrow' that i will always love you..

veerabahu

All of sudden everything happenin!

..oh!..interview suddenly looks like oasis!..my project proposal is almost thru..i will be very glad if does..and it must be rightly funded too..hope so..i cant sit and wait..i am moving..workin ..on something..and learnin too..

Long time no c!!!!!

Oh!its been sucha a longtime two months nearly since i have seen you..I was searchin and searchin nothin really did turn up! :)..i lost my phd admit which means i cant join phd in 2007 possibly..and the search for job looks never endin!..so thats my status..will talk to you..later bye..

words of karl marx and lincoln

"YOU MAY GET DELAYED TO REACH UR TARGETS BUT EVERY STEP TOWARDS TARGET SI EQUAL TO VICTORY"-KARL MARX

"I AM A SLOW WALKER BUT I NEVER WALK BACK"-ABRAHAM LINCOLN

Enlighted evening!

In the mornin went to the neighbours small kid birthday pooja..and the afternoon went with mom to buy certain things for the pooja...in evenin thanapal uncle came home he was one of the resons responsible opening my spiritual enlightment.We startd to talk on many topics..and as usual ended up asking "What is life!"..i feel very guilty that i dont read tamil my tongue that well..that has hindered me from learnin lot of things..it was again a enlightened evening i really like such conversations...and went to drop him in his home..spent time with his family a bit and returned home then..

had a good sleep..woke up to talk to you..bye.
veerabahu

into the studies..

..from yesterday i have been collecting materials on chaos and fractals related things that would be help in some ways towards the classification techniques.My immediate aim is to design a strange attractor to classify mental tasks..that was what i am tryin to do..got couple of books ..and few journals that might help me..in the final publish a paper..few more that would be sufficient for admit into phd..bye..

veerabahu

where am i goin!!??

Actually right i am kinda..stopped?...i dont know i am struck with my life for few months i have applied for my phd no reply..i have applied for jobs no response?..i am left struck wondering how i am gonna catch up with my dreams..hope i shld get a break..hope..hope...hope!!!

Went to kirba home today..he came by his car..so it was my turn to take our car to his home after learnin to drive..and went to koushik home too...

..bye..
veerabahu

?

I really dont wat to do?..i have applied for phd..and then start to search for jobs too..but i have done what i could..phd is very tough to get i am sure..i thought i would some job ..then support my research ..publish papers..then keep tryin for phd..even if i dont get then i would have achieved somethin by that time..that might be helpful to het my phd..my job is also in stand still..so i am also stand still..waitin for somethn for happen..
bye,
veerabahu

my trip to thiruvanamalai..my longest bike drive

Last wedneday 31 august i went to thiruvanamalai..i havent gone into the temple..i wanted to see lord shiva inside but didnt go for the last three times or so..i went for a long drive in my bike..it was somethin around 160 to 190 km from our home..so i started from home.

The traffic was bit there and i didnt wanna ride too fast it was 8.30 in the mornin and it took nearly 9.15 to 9.30 to reach the main highway bangalore bypass..i was drivin somethin around 45 to 50 km per hour..reached the first stop..i was quite late and again started to drive..then place ..after place went past me.There was time where i thought that i was standin still but the whole world was goin past me.I was just sittin in my bike and everthin started to go...i was reached tindivanam about 11.30 or somethin..there was 60km more the reach my place..the highway feel was goin .Riding into the normal road there..i read top speed 20 km.I had to drive kinda fast..along the way i stopped in the road side shiva..then saw the fort1 and fort2..which my mother would always talk abt..

FORTS: There are two forts very near to each other..that was very fascinatin..the hill was so steep i had no idea how they built sucha structure..

REACH THIRUVANAMALAI:I reached the place..it was afternoon and temple was closed and it will open only at 3.15.i was there by 1.So had food till 1.30,decided to go the ramanamaharishi asharam

RAMANA MAHARISHI ASHARAM:Its one those places were you would surely find peace.Its very silent.Trees and birds singing..this time i even found three or four peacocks.It was very good experience,quite a people from other countries.I was impressed by a young lady..very simple..might from UK or US..wore a traditional indian dress..everybody who comes here wears only that kinda dress..and a yellow bag..she was silent..and sittin there in the mediation hall...hope god gives her all that wants takin away all her pains..
I was mediatin for sometime..then went out to be with trees and peacocks..it was time around 3.10..so decided to go the temple

TO THE TEMPLE: It was 3.15 and i was in there..after crossin many small temples..and takin pics..reached the main temple..but i was to open only 4.So rested there till the time came.It did and went in,police questioned my bag i said there was nothn in there.So que was there.Final near the lord shiva..after so many years and nearly 5 hours bike drive.I saw him..majestic..it was very satisfyin one.

THE RETURN DRIVE:Immediate after seein him..i left for home.I had to be there home before the next day..60 to 70 km in 60 minutes in our roads..is something really.I drove so fast that i have never driven in my life..my kid bike is only 110cc,7.5bhp..but strong..he has been there most of my life.I am very glad to be with him..passion..is his name..we drove somethin around 85 to 90km per hr in some stretches..i reached the main road...again i drove quite okay.I was very good experience for me..me and my kid bike..we hit the last 20 km road..drove slowly and reached home!!

..Its was worth one..finding peace in asharam ..seein lord shiva..the bike ride..forts..peacocks..good one!

veerabahu

..partner made a comment i guess..made me laugh..

Havin food..gangai..sathya..i liked the ambience of the place..

hahahah..look at karthi..he wanted a thinkin pose..hahah..

I am seen in the pic..on our place..actually my place was near this one..

Our place..sathya..subash..suri..partner..this is where we used to wait for train..in our college days..

Subash gettin treatment.hahaha..

Subash,captain,partner near the temple..

Partner and captain in the train..on the way to siding..