Beautiful walk..:)

Had been to my village...Had been on a walk with my closest friend nature..my cousin was also there...

..sun was setting behind the mountain..as we walked those silent paths filled with green plants..place looked untouched for centuries..we walked along a path taken by a stream..

Beautiful it was..relaxing..after the walk with clouds in parabumpara..this walk i cherished..lost in silence...beauty holding me...
Pics:Taken in 2006

Beautiful Evening :)

Day before yesterday 26 Feb 2009

Small success in my project that too on the evening of a weekend :) is a wonderful feeling to go into weekend on a success note .

As I live alone and work in my own lab [sis has delivered a boy baby :) parents in LA now] in my home itself..its more like Tom hanks "cast away "..for me ..take few calls..thats it..then its more me and my science works..i dont see any one..self imposed hibernation..thats what my work demands..if gods will if i can acheive what i am aiming for..will have a very positive impact on our society and good career for me..

okay coming to the evening..i decided to go out to buy some books for a friends sister..in train !wow :) always reminds me of my college days and my friends..relive those moments..fast trains,people,the tree there..

Took a train to central...was footboarding as usual..near central ..circus has opened again i guess..the excitement i had as a small kid as all lil ones.. my parents took to them..the trapeze was feeling of wow! :)..beautiful times..went to moore market..

i didnt get the book..was looking around after that..was so happy to see the old moore market feeling coming as antiques filled the places..there were painting...old clocks..old coins..its like museum to me yet i can buy something..i was searchn for telescope..most nt working..one was bt..cldnt adjust zooming..good to see that :)...

So came back home with a happy feeling !..

Review - Seven pounds

12-15 am - just finished watching Seven pounds . Feel emotionally touched and heavy.

Beautifully portrayed love- So emotional touching and very natural- simple real love .

Might be argued that does the candle has to burn itself out to give light ? why it alone ? - "it has to".Very true.

Feeling of guilt and loss paves way to see a person turn nearly to god's status - to exhibit extreme compassion.Thats a short version of the movie.

Rating : Must watch

Beautiful romantic song!

I could feel all love and romance...wonderful..wow!..wow...so romantic :).....i hum to the moon and flowers&computers around..

Touched ...

I feel touched with many families caring for me so much..as my families members are in LA these families care for so much..i am simply touched and moved..

I live alone for this short duration which is not a big deal for me considering my work keeping me occupied all along..these families are so sweet most days they call me..show so much care..and always invite me for food...

"its your home..stay here itself"..."i am like your mom.."...."you my elder son.." these words are fill me with emotion..these are neighbor,friends family...

felt so warm...justified about my decision to leave canada for good..and live with people whom i love..god bless them all....

Keeping my kid within alive and kicking

As one goes into adulthood..some wonderful things that one did in his childhood goes into hiding..only the closest of my people know quite a bit abt me..I been one playful lil boy when small...all day long wl be roaming with football...

When in school i was expert in keeping paper tails without the other kid knowing ...make a big tail..and attach to the shorts of the other boy kid sitting in front of me without his knowledge...god! when he walks out of his place..whole class wld be laughing at him! :)..sorry my friend..they used to keep one for me too..only friendly stuff nothing to hurt anyone....but shhh dont tell to anyone once masterminded painting a teachers shirt..we used  to succeed to an extent :) ...

Now I am old enough but the kid is still live and kicking...few weeks back we had great fun..shall post on that..

Something I have learnt...the kid within is generally a stress buster..wonderful to be with :)..enjoy playing with him...when goin gets tough..he is also a part of the recovery team :)...so all out there...get ur kids within alive and kicking!

Putting your soul in what we do!

Putting soul,heart and mind in what we do is all it counts..then success becomes a relative word!..we feel something within...a divine touch so beautiful as the gentle breeze ..as a butterfly touching you and saying a hi! :)..

need nothing from that...just put the three into one place.. :)

PS: Liked the art . Let my blog be a lil ad board for artists . Click on image u will get direct link.

A childhood conversation

"we were three of us..julie,ashwin,veera..we sat in the same bench ,studying 4 standard..created a logo for ourselves and a dream for three of us..

it was to create a airport...ashwin builds the port with civil work as civil engineer..i take care of planes as aeronautic engineer..julie does the legal stuff and admin..as lawyer..

after nearly twenty years looking back...we havent built a airport yet! :)..but built ourselves for what we wanted to be...i choose to be electronic engineer rather than aeronautic..ashwin choose to be computer science engineer...julie is a lawyer...dream does happen :)..."

"SO NOW WE HAD ANOTHER CONVERSATION !!!....................................................."

Biography of Alexander Graham Bell

It was a easy to read book "Biography of Alexander Graham Bell " it was inspiring to learn abt Alex sir :)..

I brought this book in Halifax in the Maritime Museum which holds the remains of titanic..i brought few things related to titanic and SS Atlantic too..

Coming to the Alex sir life..most beautiful thing is he achieved success in both this career and personal life...rarely someone does so strong research and falls in love..goes behind everywhere! :)...thats too hard for me...he has wonderfully balanced both! to marry someone whom u love is itself a achievement[falling in love is itself a achievement for me!]...

His wife as hearing challenged..he was her teacher and to be correct she was the one who showed Alex sir to the world! ...that's why they say "behind every man's victory there is a woman"..

Look at his inventions god!..from biomedical t0 telecommunications to aero...its told that his invention is used in the planes even now..he invented a machine to identify bullet which gets into body..along side of Wright brothers..Alex sir society created so many inventions in aviation..

Thanks for the book !..Thanks Alex sir for telling few stories indirectly to me!..

Stephen Hawkings beautiful question !

Always believed that answer to the ultimate..grand unified theory will be on uniting micro and the macro levels...i was excited to hear that the same belief was responsible for answering the big bang..

Hawkings question if i m right on technical terms-what happens when atom enters the black hole.. sucha beautiful mind :) linking both extremes that unrevealed the mysteries of universe....

I was very happy to read hawkings proof -> for the existence of the another time plane..and existing of infinite universes...reading all this i just feel "zero" has something extraordinary abt it..lets see..

Hope that theoretical physicist like him and great human are created more in this world...

Gods purest creation "Stephen Hawkings "

[Great battles] Veera Vs Pressure Cooker - Flashback

For some reason my great battle with pressure cooker came to my memory .

"It was late evening when i decided to engage my enemy with heavy artillery -2 cups of dal but unfortunately with too much of gun powder-water . Added to that my less efficient multiprocessing brain forgot that...

It had warned me many times whistling not to engage in the desert area-stove...but i was doing something...after a long time..nothing happened..silence...oh god i have forgotten realized...

As i am a warrior[ :) love to say that !]...never gave up..i decided to remove the weight from its head..thinking it was dead..

oh god..oh god!it was ambush....its was pushing steam like anything...i thought its gonna explode..frightened..stood i..didnt give up..stood my ground..gonna explode ???..

luckily it ran out of steam...i stood there...it was small battlefield-kitchen cum hall...so it was battle where i learned...another day to live :)

Tendulakar - A Legend -Sorry sachin we didnt play well to win

Today saw one of the great innings of my life played by Sachin . Artistry ,temperament,determination every thing one need to acheive a near impossible target.Such was the master in this innings against Australia chasing 350 to win .

I am very sad , none of the other players supported him . I feel guilty of not doing much[what can i do ! ??? pray :) ]...sorry...really sorry..actually indian cricket for sure dont deserve a committed person like you . You got the technique or not..other players just had to play with grit - all others-partially raina[why did he play that stupid pull shot! ? when he cant ]...where was Jadeja running ?.. yuvaraj ?...if a team cant score 19 runs at nearly 19 balls with three wickets...i dont think its a committed team applying themselves for the situation...

I dont want to waste time on this indian cricket...we have lot to learn from sachin ,his humbleness and the great person he is...i really feel indian cricket dont deserve a player like him..you are too good and noble...sorry sachin for what happened today..i feel miserable..and how much a player wld feel giving his best miracle and the team mates dont pull it off a easy win ..again and again...i have gone this so many times being the captain in cricket and football..

i feel what sachin feels now..as i felt...losing that football match-semifinals..sorry sachin...

Meeting a lil cat + George winston-joy

Its been two years since my lil friend Arrow passed away ,though she was baby cat ,she lived as though she was my child...i saved from dogs when he was a week old...today i was writing a mail..suddenly a white thing passed..went out to see..a lil cat standing..i fed him with milk..it was raining..surpising within minutes he came in my arms..like a mother holding a child..i held him..he was silent..just put his head in my stomach and closed his eyes..and then left him downstairs..small place is there for him to stay..i dont know if he wl stay though..

Always great combo of " rain + Paino " ..this piece is very close to my heart..george winston -joy..she has also played very well..thank you...

Sparking thoughts and Deepavali flashback

..Sometimes cant get sleep..there are sparkling thoughts and ideas very interesting..that keeps me awake..i dream all the while :)

Last deepavali I felt like i was in desert...this one in earth :)..wonderful day started with a pleasant surpise:).balaji came home straight from his flight to home to wish me:)..that was good feeling . Morning was with my family..and then evening durr came with potato.crackers and more crackers..there is lots of houses near my home now..more crackers this time...night was wonderful...we all went to terrace and sat there...switched off the lights to the fireworks in the sky...

slowly the beautiful day came to close as memories of my childhood deepavali lingered in my mind...

thank you god for this beautiful life..

....Living one's dream...

Started with my research...it was my dream to persuade my research..its never easy to do so..my gods grace and will ..i will reach my short term goal ..and walk towards my destiny....

..there is peace and stillness...feel a pleasant energy vibrating:)...fueling me:)..

..thank you god..there were wonderful moments i felt you...

PS:Picture taken in thekkady aug 1 2009.a trip with my friends..will write in my travel blog more abt this..

..back to where i belong :)

..NEarly couplea months ago i was living in toronto..and thinking of living there for few more years...

Life is about choice...i choose to live and die by the people whom i love..so i came back once for all..few did open their mouths when i told that i quit my nearly 2 lakhs job...what damn money before ur family ahh...go to hell u materialistic ppl out there...

lets live a life filled with love and light..!..

Birthday card from home!!!

"Living away from home ...for the first time in my life..i missed my birthday away from home...my amma,appa had sent me a card..my sister..a shirt..

i got my sisters gift..but my mom told that she searched a lot of places to find me a musical card :)..wow :)...so sweet..but this card i didnt get...month went i went past..i didnt get..

13-4..i checked to find..pick card from canada post..it read 4-9-2009 was the last day to pick the card from the outlet...god!..have i missed the card..wld be destroyed or resent to sender...next day..after office..i searched to place .i cldnt find the outlet..

project was running tough ..extreme pressure..i had to come home late night...i felt v heavy that i cldnt go and pick it up...

i cld complete a key area in my project..evening i cld find the place..went there..showed the card.. do u have card???i asked..yes she said???..god!!!!that was a relief !...they asked for photo proof..next i got them passport..brought it home..

...when i opened it..it just filled my eyes with tears..god...felt back home :)...felt like warm...and loving...musical card singing..like a small kid :)....wow:)...so relived the beautiful moments.. :)

wow! what a surpise :)

How to cut onions without crying !

Yesterday i found a very interesting and effective way how to cut onions without eye irriation

Things required and process :

Have this ready before starting ..

1] Some onions to cut
2] Knife
3] Piece of brain..

Before getting ready..go to sports outlet .From there Go to swimming section ->
Buy a swimming googles.

Okay now,hard work is over. Now put swimming googles,put that softly in eyes .

Starting cutting onions ! no tears !

Great martial arts of india