Monday, July 02, 2012

Beautiful words from beethoven


"Dont only practice your art,but force your way into
 its secrets, for it and knowledge can raise men to
 the divine" - Beethoven

Paino guys , Lindsey stirling ,Two steps from hell are finds for me..in my muscial journey..

April to July -2012

This duration will be one of the toughest period of my life ! :) .

Though the period is not yet over and hopefully it does .  It was extreme pressure..i had to hold on with everything i got..

"Imagine you are drowned in deep waters with your hands and legs tied...to stay alive you need to hold your breathe and hope you float...hold on..fight on..."

i thought it was important for me to record these lows ..understand them better and analyze ..helps future...

..cheers and take care!


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

long time no see

I got to tell you that lot of things happened in these months.... there has been personal highs and my company is slowly moving towards floating mode.... I wanted to test my new phone so writing short for this post... will see you.. bye.
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Saturday, February 12, 2011

Review - Live performance by "The forest "





Had to been to korean performance called krool ? [if i remember right] during nov 2010 ...didnt  like it ..

So writing about a wonderful performance of another korean group called "The forest "in chennai 2006-2007.Their portrayal of forest into musical form was beautiful - still remember the piece called "Flying tree"..closed to see their music..it was so close to the topic..:)..

I cldnt get their CD's..after so much searching..found this video..violin karthi was also happy abt it..enjoy !

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Art of Love

Courtesy : http://aliciatucker.webs.com/universal_love____by_sundeepr.jpg
Let me write something powerful on "Love" .
"Love is supreme energy even more powerful than knowledge for it knows no barriers . Unleashing unconditional love is achieved through fine balance of emotional overflow from heart and mind's knowledge to channel this supreme flow . Giver and getter has to be in proper wavelength nor smaller or greater than the other - understanding this trivial fact of interdependency will lead to ego less and self less transfer of energy
- henceforth created the energy to heal , create , give life is born - A true love !
Emotions in general are not classified or clearly described by human due to the basic fact -pure emotion is complete entity of heart and the computing part -mind has minimal play to role .Lets attempt to interpret the love flow process .
Sensitivity and feeling : 
Have you felt the following ?
              - When your very close person is going through difficult situation even though you are miles apart..you know something is not right ? ..you are restless ?.. mind disturbed ..
              -  Have you felt a animal or a person going through pain which you havent seen..suddenly something makes you turn to that direction ..
             - You are in pain..agony..plead for help..feel as though you are in desert..suddenly a person offers help..its looks as though the person has jumped from heaven like a angel...
Untouched touch ... :
" Flow occurs when the receiver accepts what giver gives...
 This can be best explained by an example..stretch our arms for a hug..or touch..or when u kiss a baby..slow as you reach...we notice if the receiver reaches for it..well before the connection receiver feels what giver is giving and its intensity as well...sometimes they cry well before that "untouched touch"..
LOVE !!! :
Once the connection[ability to radiate infinite love will write another article] is established there is no giver..no receiver...two souls unite in the purest flow of love between them . Unity between themselves will give them the understanding and vision of the functioning of the universe as they feel the harmony within the self , partner and the creator . Self love and universal love are symmetrical to this structure .

Friday, November 26, 2010

Are you faced with a daunting goal ? does fear grip you as u stand in front of this mountain !

This might help then !..it did for me :)

Aggression ,courage,hope and determination be on your side !

Listen to this ... and move the mountain ...

Two steps from hell : Moving mountains

 

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Romance with waterfalls continues : ) !!!..

                                              Climb down to Keliyur falls (tamil - parrot village),yercaud


                                                                       SILENCE

LION WITH WHITE TAIL ! :)

                                                LITTLE ANGEL

                                                                THE BEAUTIFUL WOMAN


 SUN SHINES ON HER SKIN

 
                                                         JOY !!!

Yercaud ! chanting rasu's name as he gets married :) !

.
" Steve rasu was one of very good friends i have..we spent most of time in college..we were great fans of Australian captain - Steve waugh for its courage and aggressive approach..so i changed thanga rasu to steve rasu :)...the time i spent with him during our breaks were so peace amidst pressure..we cldnt spent time so much after college..

we coupled trip to yercaud and his marriage place..I was extremely happy day for my friend steve..we met the couple in the stage...the first word his wife shanthi spoke was.."we had arranged for your stay..we had booked rooms for you guys to stay " ...I was touched..we drove 400km in 9 hours in storm and poor roads ..these were words of concern and care..if she cld show such care to someone whom she hasnt meet...how she will take care of rasu !..that feeling filled me with happiness ! ..i meet his family for the first time.."

God bless the couple ! - Rasu and Shanthi




Diwali - 2010 !!! - Return of the lil fellow :)

" So I was back to my best of bursting crackers ! ..care the damn what people think..opened my account early in the morning..i was alone in the street but had a wonderful time :)..ahhh felt so good like the small child ..
..evening violin karthi and vitchu joined in ..with amma and appa..we all celebrated wonderfully..then went to terrace..i am happy to see there was so much of crackers filling the sky..i did my own part :)...

Diwali on Nov 5..for us..celebration started on nov 4 evening with E.T performance.."

Performance review - Extra terrestial

Courtesy : Hindu newspaper
Courtesy : Times of india newspaper

Missed last year..made sure that i make it to this live show this year..nearly missed the first stunt - iron men ..a outstanding performace..had to jump red signal and drive fast..we made it..to find out that i had brought the next day's ticket..hahah..quickly we brought the new tickets...

Review : Extra ordinary ! pushing human body to the limits . Everyone must experience

Official site : http://www.etwow.in  

Event timing : Annual event in chennai


Friday, November 05, 2010

How winners are made !



 Thank you violin karthi for mailing this video :)

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Wonderful performances - Britain's got talent

Enjoyed these videos so much..those days were i was all alone in my room and heavy snow outside.

Susan - She brought me to britian got talent..my god sucha a emotional performace..humbled everyone ..beautiful..emotional touch..:)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk

Signature - Thats a really surpise ! you made india proud :)


Jamie - Congrats..when a ordinary person reaches a throne ..well done..u are sucha nice person..god bless you..so emotionally touching..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60YFeAJmbuo

Paul - Such a talent..humbleness and polite..wonderful..very strong emotions in ur performance..:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1k08yxu57NA&feature=related

Flawless - Team work ,united ..hope that tamil dance show reach this standard soon
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GrOMLylvhQ

Elixir of Happiness

This music has so much of pure happiness and joy about..i am emotionally connected to this..as this has been a source of energy for me on occasions..

Tharul papa,Kalai,Reji...






" So i have a lil nephew :) who tries to talk to me on phone..though we are continents apart we connect well..kalai born few year before me ..share ups and downs as all brother sister relationship would..remember a lil fellow will always go with my sister to guard her :)...so we did fight through tough phases together..reji is one sweetest guy on planet..its v rare to find such a person of love and calmness..

i was prompted to write this article on kalai's words of support..its been a very  tough week..sucha a devastating hurdle was faced..i just got completely blown away....believed to be strong :) cant show so much of disappointments on my face..and  dont want anyone to be upset becos of me..rather what ever pain we are in..lets put a smile..face of determination and will..people around derive strength from us...but that day was lil different..that was when kalai words of motivation came in early in the morning..i must thank her for that..

luckily was down with fever cld take a couplea days break..rethink on strategy and direction..ending the week in a lighter note..

I know this is a long war..unknown territory..its completely dark..but i have a small light :)..with hope and god's hand i walk..and will continue to walk no matter what..let our aggression be our sword...knowledge be our light..our heart with love be our shield..winning is not too far...god hold my hand.."

Big Lion :)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

betrayals..

Last week faced one big betrayal..it struck a me twice within a span of two months..another was even i send my work to a scientist for review..he stole it and published in this R&D groups forecast for the next 12 years..

..these are hard lessons for me..i remember one of big let down in my college life ..dont wanna name her..she was physically teased by a big group..i stood up for her..sathya came ..we both stood up..they were nearly 10 of them in the room..within few minutes..it became telugu vs tamil..30 telugu guys..jammed the entrance..the heated conversation..voiced raised..luckily violence didnt break..my friend cried..i tried to console her..and she went..it was friday..monday i enter room..she was laughing and talking with those guys ! damn... i never spoke to those guys just becos of her!..fought with my friends for two years...she was good friend as well..apparently these guys meet her in the weekend..all i wanted from her was just"veera issue is solved they are my friends" she didnt even bother to talk to me the whole week never again on this...this left me so painful....and college life came to close...she wasnt my girl or something but a friend..i risked most for her my friends even my safety..this is what she had for me...so are the other incidents were i fought against my principal and management for my classmates..they cared the damn when i needed a small help..i must say that i have changed..sometimes keep my eyes closed...from that day..all i knew and fought  for was my train gang..

i hope god is with me..as though god changes good track for me through these incidents..i run harder experiencing these things though its hard for a lil fellow ..

Veerabahu

Celebrating 12 years of friendship...








" Its was ganesh wedding :) ---We call him ponam[dead body]...wonderful treat from him..went to thirunelveli for his marriage on aug21..well planned trip few months before..
its so happend that aug 20 we all were together - the day aug 1998 we met each other :)..after 12 years we struck to each other..
our bondage was formed in the train we travelled to the college each day..when we went by the same..there was so much care and concern ..felt so warm from the professional trip..before we came to station poriki had brought water for everyone and dosa just in case someone didnt have time to eat dinner..another warm thing we went dry of water ...in pairs most got down of train to water for each other around 12.30 in the night..so much lil lil things that makes friends special..

special thanks must go to ganesh for getting married !!!..remember we are love to be singles-free birds [by fate :) !]..so good guy that he brought us travel tickets :)hahaha...

Aug 20 :  we land in the destination fortunately this time no problems finding our cab:)...ganesh is present ..we realize that the most of tht train passengers were "ponam" friends..we land in the  hotel..decide to leave to courtalam falls..before there was our famous fight over "thairu vadai" ..this time kirba wins steals poor gangai and karthi ...they look at the skies as though lil elephants were stolen of the grass..

sudden change in plan..courtalam falls crowded..i suggest agastiar falls and papanasam dam from my 2003 CSIO trip..lost the chance to play in this falls..so we go there...boating we are too late..decide to be in falls full time..like the sivanasudram falls there is small water due to falls..we swim..spent most time under the falls ..wonderful feeling..partner becomes a brave lion ! takes a dip..hahaha!..

my romance with waterfalls continues..

we return..what next..movie ?..yes! on the way book karthi movie "me not mahaan"..have a nap come back watch it..next a warm thing for me..i love roof top dining with a small garden :)..luckily all we needed was to climb up a floor..there it is :)..live music..we wish a unknown couple on their 60th age-marriage celebration..good feeling wishing them..they were happy :)..
 we sleep..
 
Aug 21 :.

Luckily wedding was lil late in the day  ..so cld sleep more..we went there..sat..found a girl for karthi :)..it was my duty and poriki's to kidnap the girl for karthi marriage.. karthi was too shy had eaten banana for strength bt cldnt tell his love :)..so the love story stands there ! :)..hahah..good time..good food..we return to hotel..sleep again..

we had time to visit a famous temple..its very rarely spiritual i am connected..rarely visit temple as well..it was glorious..musical pillar of rock built 2000 yrs ago..artistic works..the whole vibration was so strong left me speechless..i might make a pilgrimage to the place..

make to the station on time..sit in the train ..we tease the ticket checking officer and gangai..as he pulls out driver licence for proof and its completely fade..we yell its fake !..checker says okay...gangai gets a lil nervous..we keep telling the checker its fake :)!!..have a good laugh..we invent a fighting game with the chain that hold the middle berth..play in the late night..guards check with a eye ..are these guys anti social ?...
we see them with a child's playful eyes..the conversations ends !
we return home :)..celebrating 12years and gani marriage ..

Love,
Veerabahu

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Picnic Drive :)


   It had be a long time since we went for a drive - I and prasanna..after the trip for sivasumdram falls 

He had wanted to go to poondi ..the place where he spent most of his childhood.. his green memories a child when he explored the dense trees and plants present there..his lil adventure gang:)..i didnt know much about the place..
its quite a surprise so close to the city around 1.30 hrs from it..yet most ppl dont visit..it was pleasant day luckily..and present drive to the place..saw the dam..it was good ! :)
..there was strip of road around 2km..rite on the wall of dam..sucha a enjoyable drive watching the big dam..birds flying around.. then we went for a lil exploration...the place looked as though it was untouched by humans !...

then we found a good place to swim..:)..good time..we decide to pack up..

it was short trip..maybe 4 to 5 hrs totally..but it a sweet one ! :)






Saturday, October 09, 2010

Stillness...

                                                        Courtesy  :www.deepcut.com
 " It was a breezy day
         ..if only i realized it was so..

with disturbed and confused mind..
    ..sat i watching through the window

flaming dust coming for the roads
  ..still disturbing noise from cars passing by..

..quarrel on the road...rage of words flowing across..
   ..is this the beautiful life i wished for ? ..

for a moment,I took a deep breath..
  ..slowed down the breath..

..stillness..
  ..stillness..

started to see things that i never saw before..
  ...closer to the road was the tree dancing with the breeze..

..touch of the rain..wetness in the air..
   ..as the cool wind touches my skin..

I saw a small line of ants carrying food as though nothing was happening around..
 ..i said to myself..shouldnt i do the same :)

just a little closer..a butterfly flattering her wings..
  ..sat on the grill of window..

as though she asked me..series of questions popped up..
..was everything around a reflection of inside..
..no good...no bad..only perception and perceiver..

I stood still...she stood still..

....Stillness......."

Written by Veerabahu[Oct 8 2010-11.27pm][after a long time..used my ink pen to write a poem felt so flowing and beautiful ]

Reposted on my poetry blog
http://veerabahu4.blogspot.com/