..feeling heavy..

...something i got to think about..

i suppose this post would be on personal thoughts.....

...i feel heavy ...sorrow in my heart..its quite rare for me to feel
that way...i am feelin this way for long time...i dont why?..

..may be becos of my decision on my career..my choice was hard very one...
another reason should be i am losing my friends...that is obviously...
since i never let go....my strength and my weakness i suppose...

..i am fighter to the core....i am losing my heart when i am very close
to my goals..when we fight six long years to acheive something...it is
quite hard...to come up in life...it is just one more year...by this time
next year i will be in good job...since i am a student now...


i have completely stopped working..so i am gettin distracted ...once i
see fire within....every obstacle will disappear...when i am goin to see that..

morever i am completely different person as whole..i dont belong
with the societies taste....right from belief to god to my music..
i am different..

that makes finding friends completely difficult task..when i do ...
i will do anythin to make them happy...yeah a special person would
surely receive whole hearted love....a hold of never let go..

...that is prime reason i hate to lose a friend...i just cant let go...

...whatever it is..we have to hold our character ...fight it out...in
life we gotto fight it out..and enjoy every bit of it!!!!!!!!!....

i felt like talking to someone...


maybe days to come will tell about this...today is fathers day ..so
gonna buy my father something...i had gone to my cousins marriage have
talk on that too..

veerabahu.