betrayals..

Last week faced one big betrayal..it struck a me twice within a span of two months..another was even i send my work to a scientist for review..he stole it and published in this R&D groups forecast for the next 12 years..

..these are hard lessons for me..i remember one of big let down in my college life ..dont wanna name her..she was physically teased by a big group..i stood up for her..sathya came ..we both stood up..they were nearly 10 of them in the room..within few minutes..it became telugu vs tamil..30 telugu guys..jammed the entrance..the heated conversation..voiced raised..luckily violence didnt break..my friend cried..i tried to console her..and she went..it was friday..monday i enter room..she was laughing and talking with those guys ! damn... i never spoke to those guys just becos of her!..fought with my friends for two years...she was good friend as well..apparently these guys meet her in the weekend..all i wanted from her was just"veera issue is solved they are my friends" she didnt even bother to talk to me the whole week never again on this...this left me so painful....and college life came to close...she wasnt my girl or something but a friend..i risked most for her my friends even my safety..this is what she had for me...so are the other incidents were i fought against my principal and management for my classmates..they cared the damn when i needed a small help..i must say that i have changed..sometimes keep my eyes closed...from that day..all i knew and fought  for was my train gang..

i hope god is with me..as though god changes good track for me through these incidents..i run harder experiencing these things though its hard for a lil fellow ..

Veerabahu